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[unjustifiedlove]

right now i am soooo pissed!!!! i havent been able to get out of my house to see corey lately and i finally am aloud to and i told him i was and he said ok and when i call to say im coming.... his mom says that he is not home

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[laugh__alittle]

so he cheats on you and you stay with him?
thats something i'd do. good luck with that one.
oh and i am actually really sorry this time
no one deserves that. and that was really shitty of me.

[unjustifiedlove]

i dont know why i took him back, i guess it cuz i love him, but your right i dont deserve that... from him. i am not mad at you jennie in any way. he did that to me at the semi and he pulled the same shit to you. i guess you understand that i still want to be with him cuz youve already done this and he might just end up dumping me later cuz he has a history of doing that but i dont know if he will and since i love him and i dont want to be the one to have wrecked sometime that might have been awsome...? idk! dont blame yourself, i know i havent been the best friend and idk you also derserve an apalogy from me, and i love you, and i know that you will never care for me again as much as i care for you, but i hope you can understand!

[laugh__alittle]

i really am sorry christine, and i shouldn't have done that but i love him too and i will always go back to him and he knows that and i would have done the same thing as you. and i do understand but i just can't be friends with you again or at least right now because it would hurt and bother me way too much. i do care about you but it just kills me. like i've wasted way too much time being upset over this and i think if we were friends i would just be more upset and i can't deal with that right now. what i did was a really bitchy thing and i just think its because of what happened at semi. corey has done that to me way to many times and i never blame him i always blame the other person even when its not there fault at all. i'm sorry. i really hope your happy with him.

[unjustifiedlove]

i guess thats where we are different, i blame him and not you. but i can understand why you would say all of this. you are doing what is best for you and i think that is a good idea. i dont want to hurt you anymore than i already have even if i do think that it was coreys fault, and im really sorry that i love him 2 and i was suprized i went back to him, i would have never done that with anyone else. but if he does this again or trys to do it again, let me know. plz! it hurt a lot the first time and i dont think he understood that and maybe just cuz i took him back he might think that he can do it again so watch out yourself, i dont want you getting hurt and even if he does i wouldnt be mad at you, it would just end me and him.

if things change later, like you end up with him or he dumps me or something, and you are ready to talk to me, let me know, ill always be there ok? and i know that this might never happen, but if you ever need someone ok?

[laugh__alittle]

oh im sorry like i didnt mean like i didnt blame him i do blame him but i always start out blaming the other person, like i blamed you for a lot of it until i realized it wasn't your fault at all its just how he is and he'll never change. and this is all coreys fault i dont blame you. i just like i thought you honestly needed to see how i felt when it happened to me because most people never realize how much it hurts. and coreys the type of person who needs to get cheated on just to realize what he does to other people. like whenever i read these comments i just get verry upset because i would like to be friends with you its just very difficult and confusing and i just wanna be happy with everything, like i dont wanna go into highschool hating myself. & i wont end up with corey again. i promised myself i wouldn't go through that again, its a waste of my time, and if anything does happen with you n him n you ever need anyone to talk to i am always here for you no matter how much it seems like im not. im truely sorry for everything.

Re: confessions?

[laugh__alittle]

confessions? nice title corey.
and if i suck so much then why
were you on the phone with me?
idiot.