All my life, it seems, I’ve been waiting
For Science to make it all right
For new technologies creating
Cures before I slip into night
Time’s gone so fast
And progress so slow
Don’t know if I’ll last
Or if I will go
But now I can see
At the limits of my sight
A glimmering hope
A dawning of light
The day is approaching
And wonders are near
The futures encroaching
My dream almost here
Soon we will not be
The smartest beings on this world
Soon we will all see
New intelligence unfurled
When the new era begins
Exponential progress will follow
And as the age of Man ends
Our deeds will seem hollow
This is crap but it's from the heart.
'Why did I love you'
I don't want to see you
Hear you...be anywhere fuckin' near you
It's a matter of time
Before you get...you get what you gave
And trust me, when you do
I want to see the pain they cause you.
Why did I love you?
Why did you break my heart?
When you fucked that girl
Did you know it would tear us apart?
Here, have a "Fuck you"
"Fuck yourself", "Get Fucked" and make my day
Life's a bitch
And I know..I know you're going away
I just hope, when you start again
Some bitch is going to fuck your ex-girlfriend.
Why did I love you?
Why did you break my heart?
I know I'll get over you
Until then...Hey, Fuck You
Oh, and have a nice day.
As for me, I'm thinking I'm going to go back to having my poetry published again. I am making certain that my feelings can be expressed in a non-destructive manner, so this is the best way to go, although I may have problems because it has become more abtract and NO ONE likes abstract. I really just want the world to read it and feel my feelings, and remember that time when they felt the same way. It's all about expression and memories...
PS Read something last night that made me cry and then I got so fucking angry I punched the wall. Punched it Beatrix-Kiddo-style, if you know what I mean.