would you kill me if I say please?

[unknown_heretic]

why do I feel happy yet sad at the same time?
I just want to be able to wake up and be happy with my life
and feel that there's something to live for.
I want that stake removed from my heart.
If I cry I want it to be out of happiness, not depression or loneliness.
When I smile I want it to be real, not just a face I put on so people think I'm okay.
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[bloodyhandsrae]

Everyone already knows you value their friendship and everything. I'm sure they owe you just as much as you owe them. Please feel better, if you need a smile call me up and I'll try some magic tricks. Anything for you darling <3

Love,
Rae

[unknown_heretic]

thanks
you make me happy
words can't even express now much.

[ex_littlesq]

what you need is a hug..........*HUG*

[unknown_heretic]

thanks kid