The test are done and it turns out that the tumor my aunt had was NOT cancer.... it's really good news.... still seems a bit disturbing that she had a three pound tumor, but hey i'm not a doctor ( Read more... )

I got flowers from my parents today..... it makes me smile.... went to a party last night... had a great time.... got REALLY REALLY REALLY drunk......

My aunt may have cancer. She hasn't been feeling well since Christmas and so she went to the doctor. The ended up removing her gull bladder, a kidney, and a three pound tumor. We won't know if it's cancerous until the test results come back, but people just don't have three pound tumors.... there has to be a reason. If she does have cancer, i ( Read more... )

I didn't go to work today, but I had my reasons. For one, I can barely move. How useful would I be at a load in for a show if I can't lift anything. I can barely bend my back at all. And second, I feel like I'm going to throw-up things I haven't been able to eat, b/c my stomach just plain hurts. I know my boss is probably pissed at me, but I ( Read more... )

I am use to getting my way in everything, except love. I am determined to fix this...... I can control this.... just you wait and see

so am i in love.... would i even know if i was.... does love even exist.... was it someting that was created in order to give people hope of something better.... or is it an emotion that traps us.... when we think that we are in love nothing else seems to matter in the least.... we give one person power to absolutley distroy us.... looking at my ( Read more... )

I love to sleep. It absolutley has to be my favorite thing to do. No matter how bad I feel when I go to sleep, I awake feeling refreshed and revitalized. For those first few minutes when I'm laying in bed, nothing can hurt me. No one can do any wrong. It's after I get out of my nice warm bed, that the real world hits ( Read more... )

So, I know that I'm a theatre major and that means my life is going to have plenty of gay men in it, but does that mean that I'm doomed to a life that is free from romance. Its not that I don't love my boys, I really really do, they mean the world to me, but I am looking for a different sort of boy right now. In just a few short months I will be ( Read more... )