I had 15 dollars, but i accidently spent it on something that may've gotten me drunk, so tomorrow i might have a hangover :( I sorry.

No concert for me guys :(, im sorry.

Grrr. i sneeze one more time and i'll kill someone ( Read more... )

Mmk, after that was done. Yesterday i went over katy's and laid around, then laid around s'more on her tramp. Scott came over and did a bunch of flips, which made me sick to my stomach, I told them I was walking to K-mart, but i went to my 'calm down' spot near the RR tracks instead, I added to my collague of writings and smoked down to the last ( Read more... )

this weekend is a lot of thinking.i have to find out why everybody left me,and why i feel so alone.my meds should've reversed it,and my therapist said i'd make some friends,so why havent i?everybody hangs up on me,or lets me go.

I've got nothing, to gain, to lose.
All the world I've seen before me passing by.

these classes are so strange,i never felt so alone.everybody ignores me like I did something,and I probably did,people just don't like me. It's weird, cause I swear I could scream in the middle of each room and not one person would turn around.i started crying in the middle of social studies,nobody said a word.i guess high school changes people,i ( Read more... )

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Hahahahaha, my god. I haven't laughed this hard in my life.

I think i've lost all my friends.

I guess new ones are mandatory.

Today was weird, i hated it. Well.. i can't say i hated it.. I just disliked it, I like middle school better.. the people were eeegghh.. but the teachers were cool.

And in certain classes i am now known as Chubaka.

Hahah. Jasmine showed me around, she's cool.

-yawns- School is school, im not updating everyday.

This whole summer was filled with some dramatic shit, i mean fukking really ( Read more... )

She laid there cold and alone ( Read more... )