I love you Nicholas Ian Cain... with all my heart. I know we have some pretty rough times, and more will come... but we can make it through anything, I promise. I will forever be your girl, no matter what! -xoxox-

I finally decided on the tattoo's I am getting. 18-stars. My friend who died on 11-10-05 had it done, and I thought it would be neat to get it... and also I love stars


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Calina is so fucking beautiful.. I love her so much!!

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She is changing sooooo much... and getting chubby! :) 3 weeks old tomorrow!


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lol, I love this picture, her eyes crack me up... she does this a lot when she hears something or when you are burping her sometimes, hehe, I love her.


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She let mommy online for a few minutes... g2g she is waking up! hehe


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Calina is 8 days old now, that is just crazy! I have been getting a lot of help from my mom and nicks mom, they absolutely love her! I would be insane without the help, being a new mom is stressful, but totally worth it, she is beautiful! It is hard to get the guys in my family to hold her, but nicks side does well! Hehe, but I thought this was ( Read more... )

Calina is spending the day with my mom, and my mom took a picture and just sent it to people, and when I saw it, it just made me bust out in to tears, I am so in love with my baby girl, though last night (1st night home) was so stressful... I can't believe she is mine... look at my baby girl...


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As you all know, I updated my LJ about being induced on Wednesday, well on Tuesday, around 7 (when Nick got home) I was having little pains that hurt enough to make me wonder wtf was up, so I told him I was going to take a nap and to wake me up at 10. But when I laid down I thought about it and just decided to have my mom call a nurse, but instead ( Read more... )