I really love Nick... so much more than anything ever.

Tomorrow I am going in for my exam, I really hope everything is fine, I don't need anymore stress than I have going on right now! I am so glad Nick is able to go with me, just because I am still uncomfortable at the Doctor, and he makes me feel so much better about everything. My face is still paralyzed, and has been since Sunday, I really try not ( Read more... )

Last night Nick and I watched a movie, and when it was over he was acting like a dork, and so I was making fun of him, and when  I laughed I could feel my mouth act weird, then Nick said  "What wrong with your mouth!?" Well, I had an ear infection, and now the left side of my face WONT move... well if moves, but my eye don't blink all the way so it ( Read more... )

It is 7 am, I am up because I have to work 8-5!! Gah I feel like I am going to school or something, my eyes wouldnt even be open for another 4 1/2 hours! I am so glad I am off tomorrow. Uhhh yeah.

Nicholas, I love you!! Sorry I wasn't awake when you got home, lol, I was out of it! xoxox

Happy Birthday to my Sister Kristy, and to Jack!! :)

I just have to brag a little bit hehe... well as you all may know it was pouring rain out. Well when I got off work, I was standing outside under something with Melissa and I was going to stay there until it died down, but then Nick comes walking up with a jacket for me to use, and he was soaking wet, very sexy ;)!!! He is totally sweet, I love you ( Read more... )

Well since my pap came back abnormal... on my next Doc. visit (the 8th) they are doing a colposcopy. They are going to dye my cervix and look with a microscope, and if he suspects something more is wrong, he will do a byopsy sp? Ouch. Ummm... other than that not much has been going on... just working my 40 hrs. a week, not fun. It is really cool to ( Read more... )

Today my mom and grandma are taking me out shopping, yay for new clothes (esp. since none of mine fit anymore)! I am happy.. before I got pregnant I wore a size 7, and I am at an 8 now, so I bet by the end of this I will wear... maybe a 12? I dunno, we will see. I have only gained 8 pounds, and everyone is saying "OMG THATS BAD!!" Uhhh, no it's not ( Read more... )

All he could think about was I'm too young for this ( Read more... )

Nick and I were talking last night, and we both agreed we like the name Calina Starr Cain, he likes Calina Love Cain too, but I am all about Starr... we will see... hehe.

So I never updated my journal on the 10th after my doc appt. I was too lazy, and have been lately. When we got there I had to fill out some papers, then go back into a room and answer a shit load of questions about things... then they told me I would be going into a room where Doc. Moodley would examine me, omg it was supposed to be Brenda, but it ( Read more... )