an open box, part two.

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Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me anything. Tell me what you really think of me or yourself. Anything

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[anonymous]

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Some of the things did but most felt okay to share. I avoided answering a couple that were too much. I can see why you feel that way though. I'm not sure I'd do another one like that...

[anonymous]

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Maybe it's not my place to come with words of encouragement and maybe it's not what you were looking for by coming here, but you deserve that help you're holding yourself back from. It's not fair that your friends use your shoulder for their problems but then they don't give yours enough consideration. It sounds like it's time to get away from those people... or if you can't do that, find some people who won't make you feel bad for showing your vulnerable side. I know it's easier said than done though.

I can't act like I understand what you're feeling or how bad it is but I wish I could do something for you, anon-ssi. Even if you were just leaving this here to get things out without expecting anything from it. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. Even just another anonymous comment here, I'll reply to it. If not... I'm wishing you the best.

[anonymous]

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It can be painful to refuse to let yourself stay down when life gets hard. I can't even understand how bad it must be for you, anon-ssi. But I think that if you keep getting up and trying to make things better, they'll get there sooner or later. It might seem too far off for you to make it but you sound really strong. You can do it.

And if you find yourself feeling like you don't have anyone left after cutting out the bad people... One true friend is worth more than 100 "friends" who talk down to you, right? Those can be hard to come by but if you keep yourself open to finding them you'll be able to meet more people who will be good to you. Maybe one day you'll even feel safe opening up to them.

Good luck with everything, anon-ssi. I'll always be rooting for you to find happiness.

[anonymous]

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Thank you.

[anonymous]

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I'm sorry to hear that happened to you, anon-ssi. I don't think he did it thinking about you or trying not to hurt you. He probably did it all thinking of himself, if he didn't give you enough respect to step up and tell you the truth right away. That sounds like a person you're better off without in the long run.

If only it were that easy to convince yourself and get over it, right? (laugh) The heart doesn't change that easily. You still wake up missing that person even if your head knows that they did you wrong. I hope you can find some peace with it and that he doesn't keep you awake much longer.

[anonymous]

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It's up to you to decide if it's worth it. Your friends can make it sound easy to be patient because they haven't felt what you have. Maybe you need some time to let those feelings rest? It sounds like your heart needs some time to patch itself up.

But it's okay, I don't mind. ^^ I hope you find some peace of mind soon.

[anonymous]

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I was curious enough to wake up for a moment... You can't leave me hanging now. (laugh) What was it?

Happy New Year!