I wish my dad would just love me already.

Gah. This week has been really cool in some wayssss, and just so... gah... bad in others. Everything was cool and such until Thursday. Then Friday, I got all drunk, and made an ass of myself saying, "all I want is love" What a gay ass askjdghkjhadsg grrrarrrr... So... I decided tonight, driving home, that Im healing, and not just from one thing, ( Read more... )

Could I enterupt your happiness... I dont think so. Could I tell you how I really feel, do you realise your world are rite infront of me. Do you even know that I love you. Fuck no you dont. Because Im invisable. Even when I speak, I just get interupted. I dont care. Im done. Done with hope, hope for dreams, dream of beauty, beauty turned to a god ( Read more... )

Today was a good day... Mostly... I hate doing stuff that I regret, or doing something, and thinking the hole time that I will regret it. I need to find a good book to read. I cant find shit these days.. Hermm... Brain hurts... I guess Im not moving out, I cant take Angelas shit, and the job I had, I dont know what the fuck, becuase Im not even on ( Read more... )

Gah... brain... What to think? What to say aye? *shrug ( Read more... )

So I came home yesterday at like 6 because I was all upset and shit... So I got kicked out of Dracula, because I showed up and hour and 15 mins late... And so Marc decideds that it would be a grand idea to give my part away 2 fucking days before opening night... So I was like, fine, fuck you too... So I went to Pumpkin Chunkin! It was very cool, ( Read more... )

Some fucker ran me off the road tonight, he just drove rite past me trying to past eccept there was a car in his lane, so not to wreck into that mother fucker I had to swerve and run off the road... I think the cars ok... But the fucking seat belt jerked into my rib, and man does it fucking hurt... Today is not my fucking day... No fuck that... ( Read more... )

Maybe that is all lm good for? A sex toy? Am I really that easy!?!?! GRRRR I hate this... This is such bull shit... I cried tonight, forever... and sober... and not because of Erin, fuck no. Im losing everything, and gaining nothing. I think the only thing I have even remotly gotten this year that was good, was a better friendship with Shannon. You ( Read more... )

Herm... I dont even know what to put down here... I love livejournal... Because I can talk about so much shit, and I know that no-one is really going to read it... Esp Ang... Ive been thinking about her alot lately... Well we're are hanging out alot and stuff... Ive come to the reality check that Im a bitch... I mean, I held the one night at the ( Read more... )

So my ribs are broken... The hospital was fun last night... Esp going twice... What joyful and plesant fun... Yes... Grrarrrr... Thats so fun to say... Or think in your mind... hermmmmmm... And that... You kind of sound either really smart. Trying to think about something to say or do smart. Or you sound like a retarded child... Wow.. My thoughts ( Read more... )