.:Two Rainbows and a Spider:.

[unlovedtragedy]

Three sleepless nights make a total of four and a half hours of sleep in three days... I've tried so hard for a while now to convince myself that toying around is far superior to being in love... but now it's starting to sound like empty echoes of a false ideal

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[sole_soul]

Marriage is what you make of it. I've gone through the same mental arguments about the whole thing. My greatest fear is loosing someone I care about. I'm gonna write a detailed speel about it in my LJ but suffice to say I used to have nightmares in which in spite of being the most powerful being alive I couldn't save the one I loved. The whole idea of divorce scares me but I believe for me, and for the guy you will someday marry that divorce won't be an option. Chalk it down to being both an optimist and a christian. Not that christian couples don't get divorced, a good friend of mine is going through a rather painful breakup at the moment, but for myself I believe that when it comes time to walk down the aisle it will be both because we truelly love each other but also because God has blessed us with each other and will continue to do so the rest of our lives. It's a topic I don't really talk about too much cause people kinda look at me funny and laugh when I get all serious about it

[sole_soul]

And given the fact that I was half awake when I wrote that the english not good very is lol. Guess I was just trying to reassure you that God has Mr Perfect out there for you and he's getting him ready for the time when you two meet. And trust me when I say that if he's the guy God has for you then divorce won't be an option. That's not to say it will be a perfectly smooth relationship, but then are any, but that come hail, rain, snow etc you will still be together.