Yeah, that was kinda how I felt. He has done that a few times, I don't know that it was always on craigslist, but he is on a TON of dating sites and affair websites. It was great because you know really like I didn't go through enough shit with Mitch involving this kind of stuff. Best part, is he lied about it. I asked him about it even SHOWED this add to him and he was like idk why thats there someone had to of made it. It took me saying i saw the conversations on his email for the add before he admited he did it even when it was right in front of me. There are a lot of guys that do worse things, but I NEVER pegged james as cheating on me. Swears he never went through with it but what kind of argument is that, your soliciting sex online. THROUGH CRAIGSLIST no less. Like his CELL NUMBER is on that Ad. ::sigh:: I am just done with men. Which is honestly for the better.
I am pissed off on your behalf, after seeing the way he keeps talking sweet on facebook like everything is fine and he wasn't doing anything remotely shady. I mean, what the hell?
and that isn't even taking into account that if he DID go through with it...who the hell knows what he could have brought back to you. Bad enough normally, but with you pregnant, too? What the fuck. I mean I assume he isn't so stupid as to not use protection, but considering he went to Craigslist for this...maybe that's being too kind on my part.
I just am upset for obvious reasons, but its like just really. This shit was done to me before he swore so much that he would never do it, made my life a living hell for communicating with Mitch ever ... because mitch did this to me, then does it to me too. I am really mixed on this because I am kinda at like a well awesome what the fuck do I do now point. I never wanted this baby, if I had it my way and it wouldn't even be growing in there. Like, I had really mixed feelings about this baby. It took me up until prob a week before I found out about this to really find clarity in it. I was bouncing back and forth about my ability to deal with being a parent and what was right in my head about having it, There were days I was so discusted at the mention of abortion or adoption and there were days I was looking up phone numbers for help. its like realistically if I don't have someone there im fucked with 2 kids. Its my fault really it is, I don't blaim anyone else but ... I had everything ready to go to school till I got knocked up like
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you should just go back to girls, liss.
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