my new and old obsessions

shell necklaces . calla . hemp anklets . sunsets . stars . nature . puppies . making friends ((and losing them too :-/)) . crying . guitar . laughter . duct tape . running . music . caleb . tam . heather . lia . :o) . making my nails look nice . cleaning dishes . sleep . bitchyness . being myself . smiles .

yay for ( Read more... )

ive come to the point where i want people to like me for who i am..so i get rid of those who dont like me for who i am. but the problem is i didnt think it would be so hard. last night sucked. big time. best friend-less ( Read more... )

is it normal to cry wen someone leaves? is it normal to love someone even though you dont love them as a b/f. is it normal to want to see someone everyday but only have the sort of love for them thats like best of friends forever? well i do.

kay so lately ive been really down and bitchy. well not bitchy...but like really i dunnno on the edge i guess u could say. i dont really know why tho. like theres obviously a reason but like i cant really tell. well lately ive been feeling like alone with all my problems, like i know theres a million people i can talk to, but when i talk to people ( Read more... )

ive discovered my new friend although he has been my friend for many years now, i just found his greatness and i plan to keep him around for a while. it takes me a while to trust people and i think i def have trust in him . love ya caleb :) your an awesome person xD ( Read more... )

siblings: jimmy, tommy, sharon and pami ( Read more... )

moving. :-/ she's moving so soon. i dont know how i feel about it. im with her and im the happiest person on earth. then i remember she'll be miles away soon. our valuable time together is slowly fading.  she says she doesnt like the fact of leaving me. i was so speechless all i could do was stare at the pillow and hold back the tears. something so ( Read more... )

im home. im happy and sad. i love it up there but i missed down here. im happy because i missed my bed and heather and tam and just friends in general. im sad because its so slow-paced and beautiful up there and amazing and i dunno it makes me happy up there. and im also sad because ive come home to friends who barely acknowledge me and stuff. i ( Read more... )

im home. im happy and sad. i love it up there but i missed down here. im happy because i missed my bed and heather and tam and just friends in general. im sad because its so slow-paced and beautiful up there and amazing and i dunno it makes me happy up there. and im also sad because ive come home to friends who barely acknowledge me and stuff. i ( Read more... )

ive realised i can no longer trust anyone. hopefully ill find that in maine too. :-/