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[unmerrymelodies]

I've been more and more depressed over these past 2 months. These are also the only 2 really stressful months at work so that might have something to do with it. September-June really has no stress at all. In fact, my job is the exact opposite of stressful during those months. However, July and August (particularly August) the stress ramps up to

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[anonymissity]

At times like this, i seriously wonder if maybe pills aren't such a bad idea even in the face of philosophical opposition. Maybe chemically taking the edge off isn't such a bad thing? I don't for sure (at least, in a functional, daily, type of way), but sometimes I think about it. I wonder at what point will cause that line of thinking to break.

Could be an option.

[unmerrymelodies]

I had always pretty much been opposed to pills for no real reason. I think I just feel weak if I can't fix myself, but I really think something to cut back my crippling anxiety might be necessary. I'd have to go see a doctor first, and getting me to a doctor is never an easy task.

[anonymissity]

I've always felt the same way. But man, some days, it's a hard urge to fight at a certain point.
It could just be worth checking out, just to see. And then if it doesn't suit you, no harm/no foul?
I don't know, I have no real experience with it; I only medicate for cheap kicks :P But I've had a little something or other now and then on like, long airplane rides or after a bender and definitely find myself thinking "Man, if I took this shit every day, wow!". But that line of thinking absolutely terrifies me. I don't even drink beer everyday, so pharmaceuticals? Woof, I don't know.