if i cried more then a thousand tears would you stop me from disappearing ( Read more... )

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my poetry... yeah some of its old like really old.... working on new stuff...

I MISS MY BRANDI

gahhh leave me alone if you dont know me!

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This sadness rips at my neck and claws at the very thing that makes me feel alive ( Read more... )

Work........ holy shit..... boring as hell... but thats what i get when i work at a dentists office..... *bangs head on the wall* what was i thinking..... i want a job i can have fun at..... i hope everyone has fun at homecoming..... i really do..... im either goign to the mall... going with my folks to watch them do retard bowling (dont know why i ( Read more... )

On wendesday, Justines sister Edith passed away, at edwards hospital. The doctors severly fucked up... and now shes gone... she was only twenty-seven years old ( Read more... )

im going insane........ someone fucking help me.........

ohh im having such a bad day..... woke up this morning to find an email from kevin..... him talking about the things weve talked about before...... oh my day is bad..... other than the fact that my mom is not here.... gone to chicago..... im so bored..... i sweare she is such a bitch..... she keeps saying i have an attitude... which i dont....... ( Read more... )

i got absolutely no sleep lastnight.... im so tired... im still at karies house and i stole some of her makeup.... im so fucking tired....... kevin i love you and i need to talk to you...... so im going to talk to you soon.... as soon as karie gets in the shower and leaves me alone..... hehehe... lol i love you so much!!!!!!!! bye peoples