Survey
x. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?
"Life As A House"
x. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
I'd do something with my ears. I'm not really into plastic surgury in general.
x. Do you have a completely irrational fear?
I used to, but not really anymore. I irrationally worry too much about people I love dying, though.
x. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment?
nervous shaking especially my legs, my hands shake worse, rocking
x. Are you a pyromaniac?
Not really... I respect fire, I love it, but I don't think I wanna fuck with it too much.
x. Do you have too many love interests?
No.
x. Do you know anyone famous?
I don't think so
x. Describe your bed.
lumpy, squishy, and ultimately wonderful when Wudi's in it next to me.
x. Spontaneous or planned?
Both
x. Do you know how to play poker?
A little bit, not much
x. What do you carry with you at all times?
typically my purse and a book of some sort, keys, cigarettes, cell phone definitely.
x. What do you miss most about being little?
Nothing.
x. Are you happy with your given name?
I guess... I don't really like my name, but I don't really mind it anymore.
x. How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?
I'm cheap, but I need the internet for school and ultimately will for my job, so it better be like a million... something worth it.
x. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
I try to.
x. Do transient, homeless, or starving people bother you?
It bothers me that we have transient, homeless, and starving people and that I can't do anything about it, and hardly anyone seems to even want to.
x. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
When I want to be
x. Do you spend more time with your boyfriend/girlfriend or your friends?
friends on that one... Wudi's never home.
x. What's one thing you wish you could do but can't?
I wish I could play piano
x. What is your ideal marriage location?
behind a waterfall in Tahiti (inside joke...)
x. Which musical instrument do you wish you could play?
piano
x. Favorite fabric?
soft
x. Something you love and hate?
my cell phone
x. Do you tell your friends about your sex life?
As much as they'll let me
x. What's the one language you want to learn?
Italian
x. What do you order at a bar?
mixed drinks and shots
x. Have you ever pierced your body parts?
My ears, belly button and eyebrow though I don't have that one anymore.
x. Do you have tattoos?
One
x. Do you drive a stick?
Yes yes I do!
x. What's one trait you hate in a person?
liars
x. What kind of watch(es) do you wear?
Fossil watch
x. Most frivolous purchase?
a little summer dress I bought last year and have only worn once-- the one that I had to buy the matching shoes and necklace for!
x. Do you consider yourself materialistic?
Everybody is to an extent, so am I.
x. What do you cook the best?
french toast
x. Favorite writing instrument?
keyboard
x. Do you prefer to stand out or blend in?
stand out
x. What kind of books do you like to read?
all kinds... not romances or much nonfiction
x. What's one thing you're a sore loser at?
I'm not really a sore loser.
x. If you don't like a person, how do you show it?
I ignore them.
x. Do you cry in front of friends?
Occasionally
x. When's the last time you cried?
last night at Fahrenheit 9/11
x. Favorite communication method?
face to face
x. How many drinks before you're tipsy?
a couple shots
x. Favorite kind of porn?
Not a fan of porn.
x. Have you ever done any illegal drugs?
One.
x. Do you think you're cute?
Sure
x. Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends?
Nope
x. What's the most painful experience you've ever had?
my dad's death
Firsts
First best friend: Melissa Woodward
First car: 1991 Geo Metro that lasted two weeks
First screen name: LostFaeryAngel
First self purchased album: The Crow City of Angels soundtrack
First funeral: my ex-stepdad's father
First pets: a dog named Bear they sent to the pound and told me they took him to a farm... dammit
First piercing/tattoo: ears
First credit card: a Visa that I still have
First true love: I'd rather not say.
First enemy: Stefanie Algren
First big trip: to South Carolina when I was 8
First music you remember hearing in your house: Michael Jackson
Lasts
Last cigarette: about fifteen minutes ago
Last car ride: last night
Last kiss: this morning when Wudi left for work
Last good cry: isn't "good" and "cry" an oxymoron?
Last library book checked out: "American Gods" by Neil Gaiman last winter break
Last movie seen: Fahrenheit 9/11
Last beverage drank: Dr. Pepper
Last food consumed: shells & cheese
Last crush: Wudi... duh
Last phone call: this morning
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: sandals
Last item bought: cigarettes
Last annoyance: being sick
Last time wanting to die: Let's just not go there.
Last time scolded: scolded? seriously.
Fashion | Stuff
01. Where is your favorite place to shop? I don't know yet, I haven't been shopping enough places.
02. Any tattoos or piercings? Yep, we covered that earlier.
Specifics
02. What kind of shampoo do you use? Herbal Essences
03. What are you most scared of? people I love dying
04. What are you listening to right now? Nine Inch Nails
05. Where do you want to get married? we covered that earlier too
06. How many buddies are online right now? 13
07. What would you change about yourself? I need to stop repressing shit
Favourites
01. Colour: black
02. Food: beef & noodles
03. Boys' Names: Jay (for my dad)
04. Girls' Names: Gabrielle
05. Subjects In School: Sociology, English
06. Animals: Dogs
07. Sports: to watch, football
08. Perfume: Miracle
09. Cologne: Aqua de Gio by Armani
Have | you | ever
01. Given anyone a bath? yeah
02. Smoked? Yes
03. bungee jumped? yes!
04. Made yourself throw up? can't
05. Skinny dipped? Yes
06: Ever been in love? definitely
07. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? I can't remember it
08. Pictured your crush naked? lol yeah you could say that
09. Actually seen your crush naked? every night
10. Cried when someone died? Yeah
11. Lied? yeah
12. Fallen for your best friend? his name is Wudi...
13. Been rejected? Yes
14. Rejected someone? Yes, unfortunately
15. Used someone? not sure... not intentionally
16. Done something you regret? Yes
Current
Clothes: black sleeveless shirt and blue jeans
Music: NIN
Make-up: none yet
Smell: Brian smoking behind me
Favorite artist: Salvador Dali
Desktop picture: Dream of the Endless
Cd in player: NIN
Dvd in player: let's look.... Fight Club
Color of toenails: marroon
Last | person
You touched: Brian just kicked me, if that counts
Hugged: Wudi, this morning
You IMed: Jesse
You kissed: Wudi
Are | you
Understanding: Yes
Open-minded: Yes
Arrogant: probably to an extent
Insecure: Yes.
Interesting: Sure
Hungry: No.
Smart: Yeah
Moody: Sometimes
Hardworking: Yeah
Organized: Yeah
Healthy: Not exactly
Shy: No not really
Bored easily: Sorta
Responsible: Yeah
Obsessed: It's happened, but not usually
Angry: Not often
Sad: Yes
Disappointed: Yes
Happy: Sometimes
Hyper: Not really
Trusting: to an extent
Talkative: yes
Legal: Yes
Who | do | you | wanna
Kill: Saddam
Slap: Mahatma Gandhi
Get high with: Mahatma Gandhi
Look like: anyone but Darlene from Roseann
Talk to offline: Wudi & Brian
Talk to online: quite a few people
Which | is | better
Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
Flowers or candy: Candy
Tall or short: Tall
Random
In the morning I am: stiff
All I need is: security
I dream about: weird shit
What do you notice first: uhh... I really don't know, probably hair or eyes
Last person you danced with: Wudi
Worst question to ask: "Where's Buddy?"
Who makes you laugh the most: Brian
Who makes you smile: Wudi
Who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: Wudi
Who has a crush on you: Mahatma Gandhi (this has become an inside joke as this survey progresses...)
Do | you | ever
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: No
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: Sometimes
Wish you were younger: No
Number
Of times I have had my heart broken: Too many.
Of hearts I have broken: Too many
Of continents I have lived in: One.
Of tight friends: several
Of cds I own: around 200
Of scars on body: too many.