Wudi says I'm psychotic. The reason? Because... it's kind of a long story. He's probably right, I should say right off the bat, that actually, I agree. But I don't care. See, in less than two weeks, on Tuesday, May 3rd, the new Nine Inch Nails album, With Teeth, comes out. I've been waiting six years for this album. That sounds insane, but it's ( Read more... )

I've been in a funk all day since that answering machine message. Right now I'm entering a low level panic attack but unfortunately I think it's going to get worse before it gets better. Of course, reading about "Ivan the Terrible," a particularly sadist guard at the Treblinka death camp (which was much worse than Auschwitz, because Auschwitz was ( Read more... )

Something very unexpected happened. I was walking home from my exam, and I called my grandpa to see how he's doing, mostly just to tell him that I'm thinking about him... we're all really worried about how he's taking/going to take Grandma's death. Well, he wasn't home, and when the answering machine picked up... it was still my grandma's voice on ( Read more... )

I don't have much time because I have to get ready for class, but I thought I'd write a quick entry because I feel bad because I've written two limited access entries for the first time, and since I'm not used to it, it seems weird to me. I do like the option, though. It's nice ( Read more... )

( Purity Test Results! )

( This is about Grandma )

I got back to Athens late Sunday night, but I haven't had time to update because I've been trying to catch up on everything. Actually, I don't have time right now, because I have an exam tomorrow I haven't studied for ( Read more... )

My grandma died this morning. She was supposed to be fine. They said she'd be fine.

Too many deaths. Way too many deaths. First my dad, then my uncle, then my great-grandma, and now my grandma on my dad's side. Too few years.

So I'm going home for the rest of the week for the funeral and to be with family.

Well, Wudi and I got in a very serious fight yesterday, but with much more rewards and much less consequences than anticipated. I think we finally got to the heart(s) of the matter(s), and we've figured out exactly what each of us need to work on. Granted, work is a key element in all of it, but work is not difficult if it produces the result you ( Read more... )

Well, the first week of spring quarter went so well, it was to be expected that it'd fall apart big time. Wudi and I got in a huge fight yesterday. I'm at work at the law office so I'm not even going to try to explain, but basically it ends with the fact that he had his little friend hang up on me (who he made me talk to, despite having just been ( Read more... )