being left behind, and leaving it all behind

[uno_animo]

i'm still coming to grips with how i've essentially cut ties with one group of friends, only to be forced to do so again, more than half a decade later, for very similar reasons.

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[cessyyy]

fria! :( hindi ko alam na umabot sa ganito. I really feel sorry and guilty na kahit tayo nagdrift apart din after college. there's no excuse for it. I wish I could've been there during your most difficult times, kahit via chat lang or whatever para may kausap ka to release your frustrations. I really am sorry kasi naalala ko before lagi tayong magkausap and now I realize I know nothing about you anymore.

I dont know if nag-ffacebook ka ba or whatever chat application (wala na kasing Y!M ngayon haha) so we can still keep in touch. I'm just a message away if you need someone to talk to okay? :)

I hope you one day you will find yourself whole again--no more burdens or grudges or open wounds. I hope you that you continue to see and experience the good in life despite disappointments and failures. I still remember how you look like when you're genuinely happy. I wish I can see that again someday. :)

take care brosis!! and please message me whenever/however for whatever!!

[uno_animo]

what ces hindi mo naman kasalanan yun :)) yes, nalungkot nga ako when we drifted apart when we did, pero looking back, buti na lang pala na nagkaganun. i forgot to mention this in my post, but i actually also ended up damaging other friendships and missing a lot of opportunities for other relationships because of the overflowing negativity i had back then, so it's not like you're the only one who drifted away from me. actually bilang ko lang sa dalawang kamay ko yung mga kaibigan na na-keep ko from that period of my life - kaya kung nagtuloy-tuloy pa rin yung lagi nating pag-uusap, you would have seen me at my worst (actually si marianne na-experience 'to from me, unfortunately) kaya baka ngayon ang maalala mo lang sakin ay puro negative things. :/

yes definitely! pag dumalas yung pagfe-facebook ko :)) saka ayaw ko din namang makasagabal sa trabaho nyo XD

[prettierdanpink]

Hi friendsssss. Nakita ko yung pangalan ko! Hahaha masyadompamko sabaw para magcomment. Himdimko maabsorb yung post. Haha okay ang useless ko XD

[cessyyy]

langya maryan anong comment to hahaha. sabaw/useless nga :))