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[unparallel]

i'm sad. eventhough its sunny, i feel like it should rain. at least in the rain, i can be by myself. the company of people doesn't really help. it gives that temporary distraction. when all is done, i return to my room, to my sorrow. i don't want to feel anymore. i just want to grow numb. is it too much to ask to be someone else? to be in someone

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[anonymous]

'Dare'...I have no idea if you've caught on or not...but, I like you. I am attracted to you. I'll be honest with you about this, the problems you are going through right now, I want to be there as the one who's words matter greatly. I see what you have to offer that the others don't...and I want it. Heh, now you may be a little more thug, crazy, weird, strange, silly, and goofy than I'm used to (JK, I love it all), but you can still carry yourself well and I really like it. I think I'm in love with you...I don't exactly know really...but I do know that if you're frequently thinking about someone, there is an emotion stirring. I get butterflies in my stomach when you call or text me back; call it silly, I won't deny it. You're one of the farthest stars out of my reach...but now I'm on my tallest ladder trying to reach for you anyway (...finally...).

I'm heading to PA tomorrow (monday); I'm leaving from the Ontario airport at 5.30a. I'll be back on the 14th. It would be nice to hear from you...