3 AM she gets home late. lights off steady pattern she climbs the stairs. her room is pitch black except the slice of moonlight inching through the window. she lays down and takes a few deep breaths, with each exhalation a word: lust . . fervor . . passion. was it the right thing to do? she sees her night in her mind's delicate eye. smooth skin and ( Read more... )

hey guys i deleted the survey for no reason. i'm not in the greatest mood right now because i wanted to order a bunch of CD's from smartpunk.com but their servers down or something and i can't get on the website. guess who's pissed off? =P

i'm so excited about the band dinner, wicked on wednesday, and point pleasant on saturday. did you know i only ( Read more... )

sorry i haven't written for quite a few days..been mad busy. tuesday night was meet the marching band night.. it really made me want to join. all this year i've been like, ehh, marching band? how about not.. but i think i really should. i mean the people are amazing and so is the music, and music is something i love, so why not try it? if i don't ( Read more... )

holy fuckk today was AMAZiNG!! well at around 1030 me my sister& my parents left the house and drove to bergenline. then took a bus from there into ny.. got to the nederlander and signed up for lotto..not many people were there so my sister and i got ticketsss =) the show was at 2 so we walked around en why ceee with the parentals.. i got a pair of ( Read more... )

try this, it's fun. make a list of 30 random things about yourself that you think other people would enjoy reading.

1) i wear bottom and top retainers at night. i have to wear them until i'm 21. or is it 18? something like that.
2) one day in february i went into the city to see chicago, and it was pouring. and i mean really pouring. walking ( Read more... )

Heyy guys. it's finally friday - 3 day weekend babyyy =] today was kinda slow... i'm too fuckin tired to think haha. i'm always TiRED lately. i don't feel too good either =\ eHh.. haha wind ensemble was great today. marching band was practicing (3rd day in a row we didn't have to play.. nice.. although i sorta miss playing. i'm such a geek, i KNOW! ( Read more... )

being with you makes me feel like for once in my
life, i don't have to try to be happy; it just happens

heyy guys . . :o) you know how i was being all (emOtional) during my last entry.. yeaaa screw it all. i'm so happy. and i love it.

well yesterday carl came over & we hung out at my house . . he showed me the chords that he put behind my poem.. ( Read more... )

i`m so confused about everything nowadays. . =\ ugh.. i thought i knew how to forget..

not much else to say. write later..

seniors have fun at prom <3

woww today was like one of the best (school) days i've had in a while . . :o) k well 1st period we had a rehearsal with symphonic band soo i didn't have to go to english . . at the end of 1st period no one felt like going to 2nd period so a bunch of us stayed in the band room helping kafer set up for our wind ensemble rehearsal 8th period. jess&jen ( Read more... )

why HELLO there . . long time no talk. i really don't update this as much as i should.. ehh oh well. :o) how has everyones weekend been? i think i am the only loser who didn't go to the carnival this weekend. holy crap. hope everyone had fun . . even though i heard last night sucked from a few people . . ehh

anyway aside from that my weekend's been ( Read more... )