Nothing seems worth the shit that comes along with it... I don't understand it... I wish I could be normal with my emotions, but they ride high along with the fucking clouds... I can't control them... then my mind wanders along with them... and they won't stop... and I just want to take a cork screw to my temple and drain them out... And now the ( Read more... )

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I really don't know what to think anymore... I like Steven a lot... but it doesn't seem like he likes me as much as I like him, maybe that's because I think he likes a bunch of other girls... oh well... Today I saw Shannon, she was as beautiful as ever... my love for her hit me like a large brick to the face... Today I was despondent... I really ( Read more... )

Well... Today was gloomy... I think I just got a 0 on an english assignment that was 20% of my final grade ;/ All because I didn't want to present, and that was the only way she would take the assignment and actually give you a grade... Well spank my ass and call me shirley... But other then that, today sucked :) Boring, alone... and bland, very ( Read more... )

This is bullshit, people are bullshit, life is bullshit, everything is bull fucking shit. Everything people cling onto... why... they're just going to lose it anyways, nothing lasts, nothing loves, nothing gives, nothing is there. Couldn't really care less... were all going to die... I'll see these people... clinging onto life... just to know they ( Read more... )

These things have been going... so very well... but the better it gets, the more I imagine my death, it's as if I don't want to be happy in my deeper thought... which is just leading to aggrivation and confusion... I see myself pulling the trigger, knowing that I could...

Today was fine... Agrivating... but fine none the less. I phoned my ex, and told him about Steven and I. Steven was here yesterday, it was pleasent... never felt more comfortable with someone in my life. I cannot wait until next saturday... hopefully he can come... Hopefully... This will be a long week of essays and tests... Fun none the less, I ( Read more... )

You scored as Suffocated. Your cause of death will be suffocation. Be careful and chew before you swallow!

Suffocated
100%
Suicide
100%
Eaten
100%
Disappear
93%
Accident
80%
Stabbed
67%
Bomb
67%
Posion
53%
Disease
47%
Gunshot
0%
Cut Throat
0%
Natural Causes
0%
Drowning
0%
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