I mailed my dads letter out on tuesday.....no call yet. I stood at the mailbox for like 20 minutes and the second the letter dropped in the box and I knew there was no turning back, I immediately got sick to my stomach. Did I make a mistake? What if he doesn't call? I don't know if I can call him, I don't know if I'm that strong. What have I done?

I mailed the letter to my dad today. I took a deep breath before I put it in the mailbox, and I don't think I've exhaled since.

Dear God ( Read more... )

Dad ( Read more... )

So I stayed up so late the other night reading through my old entries, and let me tell you that was good times. I sat here laughing all night. Laughing about how gay I sounded and how much, in just like a year and a half I have changed. Laughing about old, funny times. The funniest thing to me was how things ended up working out. All the guys I ( Read more... )

*random thoughts ( Read more... )

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.

02. I will then tell you what song[s] remind me of you.

03. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.

04. Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.

05. Put this in your journal.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

we FINALLY moved back to joe's parents house.....it's so much better here. I've moved like 8 times in my life and everytime was somewhat sad for me. ya know, crying as your packing your stuff. but not this time, I dont miss that house at all.I love joe's family, they are so good to me and they are soooo down to earth. And my favorite part about ( Read more... )

just wanted everyone to know im still alive......not that many people were worried. i dont have a computer anymore, but joe got a laptop and should be getting the internet soon i hope. speaking of joe, we are great. I mean dont get me wrong, we fight alot but our love is so strong that no fight could even dent our relationship. I have never met a ( Read more... )