Ok fine people! I won't complain! Since obviously I have no right to. *rolls eyes ( Read more... )

I can say all this here since nobody reads this journal anymore. Hehe ( Read more... )

Why can't anyone give me the light of day on anything!? I try to get a hold of people to hang out with, people like Jacob or Kody... but either they're not up or they're not answering their phone or something. Plus hearing about Daniel doing pot and stuff makes me wonder why I can't ever have any fun. Then again, I guess it just goes to prove ( Read more... )

Can't sleep, made a pie, more later. -_*

Well, considering my social tendancies... I think I'll have to look for a boyfriend on MySpace... things just don't work out in reality. If one thing would go right... just one... then I'd have some confidence... but if all I can do is look in a club... amongst other boys who aren't into what I'm into and wont' notice me because I don't dress ( Read more... )

Jacob was going to hang out with me today but that fell through because he can't be bothered to get up before 4 pm. Its ok... rejection and hopelessness is just a fact of life i guess. Like being turned down for 18 different jobs this summer, having Mike break up with me. Not being able to pick someone up in a club or anything if I go alone, i ( Read more... )

Mom's had two little boys over while their parents go out to a wedding. (One of the kids are her students, she teaches special ed preschool, the other is his brother, aged 4). Aside from being general terrors (barging in while I'm in the bathroom and stealing my contact lenses) things have been basically very tense. Heh. Needless to say, I've ( Read more... )

Well, I'm finally back. I guess I can finally update this stuff in the time between me being here and well, out looking for a job. The single life is wonderfully shitty, but i'll just keep on trucking seeing as I have little other choice. Lets see, still trying to land a job even though I've applied and called back at least 18 different ( Read more... )

I get home and my parents lay into me about getting a job. So I apply some places, do work in getting together other places to apply. So this results in a shouting match (although mom warns me that if I raise my voice during an argument, I'm out of the house because like, nobody in the real world raises their voice when they are upset.). The ( Read more... )

Today I saw a man fishing pennies (and trying to be stealthy about it) from the fountains in front of the savannah Ugly Center (aka the Civic Center). I could only wonder what would possess a man to lose that much self-respect. Its kind of sad ( Read more... )