I'm tired.
I work and school and play music.
And that's about it.

I'm tired.

 Dreaming comes so easily
Cause it's all that I've known
True love is a fairytale
I'm damaged, so how would I know?

I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm shamed and I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say 
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to ( Read more... )

 I'm NOT having a good day.
AT ALL.

I finished Breaking Dawn. I liked it, but now I have no escape.

I had a great, amazing friend in between 5th and 6th grade. He and his twin brother were amazing, we hung out every single day. They were my first kiss.
I just found out he died, he was most likely murdered. I feel empty. More than that, regret. I should ( Read more... )

In between is so stuffy
Like a crowded waiting room
The anxiety is overwhelming
The magazines are old
Are they ever going to call my name?

Those six strings fake emotion
I can never play this one out
The chords, they ring perfection
What I feel is loss
Maybe I'll play with five strings...

I could run backward
And fall on a razor
And it would cut everyone I ( Read more... )

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 I have been reading for almost 3 hours. I finally took a brea and noticed the time ( Read more... )

 I think the kick-off went really well tonight. I could not thank Ryan, Kenny, and especially Colleen enough. It was awesome. No, not everything went perfect, but I still think people enjoyed it. With the small group and the Spring I have a little more on my plate, and I'm working a lot of hours...and going to school full time. Part of me is ( Read more... )

 My best friend's having a baby boy. :-)

I hate crying. It hurts my sinuses.

I love it. The people are SO nice. Everyone is always laughing. I can be sarcastic and people understand it and get sarcastic back. The girl who is training me is really, really nice. We actually have a lot in common and that's awesome ( Read more... )