✘ this is the score
Right, then. I'm not playing Phoenix much any more. I've pretty much lost his muse, and if it's not lost, then it's too painful to play. The same with most everyone else, too - I don't play Adachi any more, or anyone I used to.
Now I just play Sherlock Holmes, and have done for a good month or so. I've been avoiding my main journal, because I'm very uncomfortable with a number of things, including how I dropped out of rp all together and sort of disappeared.
I now play Sherlock at Amatomnes, and I absolutely love it. He's book!verse, which makes a lot of people happy, apparently, and I've been having a lot of fun, and I feel as though I'm apart of something. I don't really know why I'm saying all of this, but I guess it's just time to be straight with myself; I miss the Ace Attorney fandom, I truly do, but I think it's time I just... moved on, or at least moved on enough so that whenever I look at one of my Phoenix accounts, I don't see a Phoenix without his Edgeworth (which is really quite pathetic, I know).
So, if anyone's been wondering where I've been (though I doubt it), that's where. I'm keeping out of all of my old fandoms, because quite honestly, I don't feel what I used to for them. I hope that goes away, because I adore this fandom and the people in it, but what's done is done. I'm sorry I've been so jittery and stuff.
My Internet's fine now, by the way. I just haven't really found the inspiration to post here.
This is all entirely pathetic, so I'm just going to end with something that is pretty much awesome:
Now I just play Sherlock Holmes, and have done for a good month or so. I've been avoiding my main journal, because I'm very uncomfortable with a number of things, including how I dropped out of rp all together and sort of disappeared.
I now play Sherlock at Amatomnes, and I absolutely love it. He's book!verse, which makes a lot of people happy, apparently, and I've been having a lot of fun, and I feel as though I'm apart of something. I don't really know why I'm saying all of this, but I guess it's just time to be straight with myself; I miss the Ace Attorney fandom, I truly do, but I think it's time I just... moved on, or at least moved on enough so that whenever I look at one of my Phoenix accounts, I don't see a Phoenix without his Edgeworth (which is really quite pathetic, I know).
So, if anyone's been wondering where I've been (though I doubt it), that's where. I'm keeping out of all of my old fandoms, because quite honestly, I don't feel what I used to for them. I hope that goes away, because I adore this fandom and the people in it, but what's done is done. I'm sorry I've been so jittery and stuff.
My Internet's fine now, by the way. I just haven't really found the inspiration to post here.
This is all entirely pathetic, so I'm just going to end with something that is pretty much awesome:
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