ah i hate 8-3's the suck so bad. and every one is loopy by the end of the shift. at that point its kinda fun. i remember we were all singing bohemian rhapsody, i mean who doesnt know that song. well it was pretty cool and i got to know the new boys pretty well to and the big guy takes up all the slack i used take up my self. so i do half the work ( Read more... )

well shit i dont know what to do now go or stay. but besides that happening , im still alive and in decent health. im going to make a promise to myself and that is to be happy with what everi do go and am. im tired of of jumping through hoops and im tired of trieing to please every one and i want to join the horseman , its something that ive always ( Read more... )

well im sorry every one ive been keeping and logging most of my entries in my hard journal, but i have not much else new right now. i start my old job tommarow ( Read more... )

well im coming back to cali...... for good. riches sister s absolutly crazy. she will not stop at bothering us, but she also has stolen , lied and threatend us. we feel extremely unwanyed here. so it leaves us with one and only one solution, move back to cali. i treid to talk to my old boss, but he wasnt in, but i did talk to sara and she said they ( Read more... )

just got don with a double shift, and now all i want to do is go out and drink. but not alone. so i am haveing trouble finding someone to drink with. i wish i was back home, it was easy to find some one to drink with. basicly any one at work would have drank'n with me but it just that all the people out here are nice but they wont invite ya to go ( Read more... )

well its nice to see people still like me ( Read more... )

well i got good news, my ma changed her long distance carier. any way i sur is storming out here in ol' misery. ah i heard from one of my freinds today , benny t. he was one of my freinds that are very cool but it is hard for me to keep contact with. any way i encurage every one to give me a call. please somebody bugg me. im very lonely out here. ( Read more... )

well i gota kep this short its costing me an arm and a leg to use the internet ( Read more... )

i realized some thing tonight about my freinds. im a fucking cameo, yuo now the guy that shows up at and in weird places. i guess my freinds do see me as much as they do and it burns me because i want to be a full on co-star freind but so far i can barly maintain the cameo status ( Read more... )

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