I'm really exhausted... I just finished my perspective drawing and to be honest it wasn't THAT hard. I would say that this was the easiest drawing I have done so far. It's just lines and angles and more lines. Fun.

I have to be up in 5 hours but I figure I'll just catch up on sleep when I'm on the bus to school since I won't have anything to read ( Read more... )

I feel like those artist types who never bathe or wash their hair or eat or sleep for hours when they're working on something. This whole weekend I've only been drawing drawing DRAWING!!! from nine in the morning to midnight and it gets quite frustrating sometimes but it makes me forget about other things. Also, nothing beats that feeling of ( Read more... )

The last time I was here I had typed out an entire essay on my thoughts about and feelings for MEJIBRAY on their 2nd anniversary, but then everything got deleted because my cursor strayed and clicked on one of my bookmarks. After that I had promised not to come back here ever again, but it's common knowledge that I can't keep promises, so here I am ( Read more... )

I'M NEVER COMING BACK TO THIS STUPID WEBSITE EVER AGAIN I FUCKING 

Starting this week I will

• sulk. A lot.
• skip breakfast (if I can help it) and lunch (definitely).
• read. I'm currently reading Ring (that horror novel) by Koji Suzuki.

i feel like one day everyone will grow tired of me and by that time i'll also be tired of myself and that's the day i'll quit.

nothing is happening. right now i feel like i've waited long enough for something amazing to happen, and i don't want to wait around any longer just in case something tragic happens instead. i just want to go go go

i'm freaking out omg camp is tomorrow and i really don't think i am ready for it!!!!!!!! i mean thank god i'm not staying over tomorrow but from wednesday to friday i will and i just want to cry about it... this shouldn't even be that big a deal but idk why i'm so worried ( Read more... )

Today I

1. skipped lunch again. My dad was home but he didn't bother to cook anything.
2. re-watched Heathers.
3. answered the door to a senior from my new school, looking my worst (and wearing my one bad bra).
4. got chocolate ice cream spilled on my feet...
5. ended the day watching Beyonce's Live At Roseland: Elements of 4. (It was amazing and I cried. Duh.)

lj is sort of stupid by the way that it lists you as your own friend, isn't it?

all of my relationships boil down to the same thing: who'll leave the other first.
it's a race and i keep winning.