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[unseelie29]

I’m not sure. I’m not sure what I’m doing. I’m not even sure what I’m writing here. Or what I want to write. Or what I want to do. All the things I thought I wanted to do, everything I love and dreamed about seems rather unimportant and if not unimportant, it just seems out of my grasp, or I feel indifferent to it. I don’t feel like doing it

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Me too!

[danielleolivier]

If I could write my thoughts down, it would be this. I feel the exact same way! I have become so indifferent to anything and everything. I once loved. I've lost my passion for the things that have motivated me. I'm not sure why, but I know I must keep pushing forward and never losing hope that I will find joy in the things to come.

Re: Me too!

[unseelie29]

I forgot I had posted this. Last semester I was feeling really discouraged and exasperated with everything. This was in March, but I still feel like this sometimes. I guess it's just the uncertainty or just when school gets so redundant and I feel like "why am I doing this?" And then it's scary because after school we have to figure out what we're going to do for the rest of our lives. You're right though keep pushing forward! Venting is good though. When things seem so monotonous, sometimes just writing or even just saying it out loud without even worrying whether you're being coherent, it helps to just relieve all that pent up exasperation or discouragement.

Re: Me too!

[danielleolivier]

Yea, it really can be scary sometimes. I am really hope we can go to Cumberland Island in December. That would be great! Anyway I hope you have a good weekend.