holy shit holy shit holy shit holy shit

i might be going to edmonton in a month

Your Birthdate: March 24
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lol, so got kicked out of chem today ( Read more... )

k, so its amazing how much something like writing a song can make you feel soooooooooo much better.
it feels like i just got a huuuge weight lifted from my chest and i can breathe again...

lack of non-emo-like updates lately...so, for a minute...im willing to forget everything ( Read more... )

the hardest part....is that i have to let you go.
fuck.

you're right.
"be grateful for what we had. let me go, give us a chance"

i have to.

"twist the knife, a bit harder. push it in a bit deeper. cant breathe, cant sleep anymore. cant stop the bloodshed from my eyes."

i feel undeniably emo...

im not paranoid.
im fucking PSYCIC.

i wanna leave. go somewhere...where no one knows my name. and i dont have to deal with all the fucking bullshit that goes on around here.

!$@#%@?*@$!!

frick.
if i wasnt so damn paranoid all the time, i swear maybe i could be happy, and worrie-free for like...a DAY.

i hate me.

im sorry.
i just have to....i cant do this anymore...