HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY CAIT!!!! You rock :)! I hope your b-day is great! miss you tons!!! love ya hun!

so ya...about that whole college thing ( Read more... )

i hate my birthday...
to those who remembered and wished me a happy birthday....thank you, it was sweet of you.
k..im done....

So ya...looks like im home for the night. i should have just babysat instead of assuming that id have stuff to do... oh well. the past few weeks have been rough. thats why i havent updated in a while. a lot has been going on lately with my family and other stuff...most of which i cant talk about, which makes it even harder. tomorrow i have ( Read more... )

As much as I hated high school...im scared to move on.....what's to come next? it's a WHOLE new chapter in my life and im scared...i never really dealt well with change....things will never be the same ( Read more... )

weirdness.

i was thinking...is giving up really a bad thing? or do people just say it is to protect others from what lies ahead? interesting....................

it seems to me that whenever theres a problem, i tend to be the one blamed. JUST ME. never partly me. and of course i take all this bull shit because im "too nice" and i put everyone before me. then i make myself feel like shit, because im stupid like that. i wish i had the courage to speak up and stand up for myself. cait has given me advice ( Read more... )

I'm in a lot of pain right now. My neck and upper back hurt so much. dave thinks its from stress. my neck is wicked tense, it feels as though its ALL muscle, but its definetely not. it hurts so much and it has given me a headache. erg. oh well...
anyways...i feel like shit so im going to go....

deja vu sux......

right now I'm sitting in the library. It's fourth period on a wednesday and I just can't wait to get out of here. We have only twenty school days left, and even though I say "only" its WAAAAAAAAAAAAAY too long. I hate this place. High school is so dumb, and I just want to get out. I've been ready to leave since the first time I walked in the ( Read more... )