i don't know, now that i've left oxbow - i miss it so much. so much. being away from it makes me realize how unique oxbow is and how i will never find another place like it. despite the things that have happened and despite how much oxbow has changed since i first went there, i still love it and will always love it. especially because the barn i'm at now - though it's nice, it just... lacks so many of the qualities that oxbow has.
Well, I know that I'll never find any place like oxbow and that I'll miss it so much. But I really don't like oxbow as much as I used to. And I know by the time I get to college I'll change my mind and end up coming back all the time. But I have a feeling I'll be a little disapointed cause it won't be the same as how I left it.
i agree with a lot of that. like, back in our pony days, i think those were the best days of oxbow. now we have so much responsibilty and everytime something goes wrong, it's always our fault. like, now, i'm constantly worrying about doing something wrong and i'm always thinking in terms of the barn being perfect. and before i was there a lot more just to have fun and love da poniez. but now when i'm there, it's mainly to work and help everyone else like the kids in the saturday program. i don't think tara realizes that we still just want to have fun, and that we shouldn't have to have all of this responsibility. i mean, the responsibility is nice in some ways. like now, we can basically ride whoever we want and do whatever we want. but yeah. things just aren't as fun anymore.
yeah, kinda like when we took ariel and surprise out and the entire time i was worried about tara screaming at us for just... being out with ponies instead of being in the barn. i think it's mostly just a guilt thing and that she's managed to get it into our brain that we can't do anything without checking with her first.
Yeah I miss the pony days too, and sometimes I just want to get on the horses and have fun, but I always gets yelled at and told that I need to work the horses instead of just going out into the fields. And it especially bothers me when Marion tells me I have to work Dylan and not go out into the fields with him, cause usually that's all I want to do and his flatwork has gotten so horrible. I don't really like the responsibilty at all, so I'm kind of glad that I'm not one of the officers.
Hey yo, Dominque, girl from Environmental What's happening to these girls, is it accidental? Since all of these poor horses are dying instead of "using" trees and crying why don't you eat the dead horses instead? so they can be a part of you, even when they're dead! :p you may wonder why i'm writing in rhyme.. or not it doesn't matter, what matters is my blood clot aaah.. ouch.. i'm in pain.. sike.. just joking i dunno why i'm rambling.. it's just that rhyming is so provoking it's so cool to just type and have the end word rhyme um.. i'ma leave it here, bye bye, until next time
I am going to miss richerd and romeo so much i fell so bad for guiseppe. Him and richerd loved each other so much
I know how you feel about the old times at oxbow.In all of the memories i have we all had so much fun, and now being away i think of thouse times, but when i visit its never the same. Eaven before i left, i was not as happy. things had already changed. I feel so disconected when i visit there are always new horses i dont know, as well as people. But i guess there is always a time to move on in life and hope for the best. It is just sad to leave such happy things.
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i think it's mostly just a guilt thing and that she's managed to get it into our brain that we can't do anything without checking with her first.
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What's happening to these girls, is it accidental?
Since all of these poor horses are dying
instead of "using" trees and crying
why don't you eat the dead horses instead?
so they can be a part of you, even when they're dead! :p
you may wonder why i'm writing in rhyme.. or not
it doesn't matter, what matters is my blood clot
aaah.. ouch.. i'm in pain.. sike.. just joking
i dunno why i'm rambling.. it's just that rhyming is so provoking
it's so cool to just type and have the end word rhyme
um.. i'ma leave it here, bye bye, until next time
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i fell so bad for guiseppe. Him and richerd loved each other so much
I know how you feel about the old times at oxbow.In all of the memories i have we all had so much fun, and now being away i think of thouse times, but when i visit its never the same. Eaven before i left, i was not as happy. things had already changed. I feel so disconected when i visit there are always new horses i dont know, as well as people. But i guess there is always a time to move on in life and hope for the best. It is just sad to leave such happy things.
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