alaska was BEAUTIFUL. (yes dj it was one of the most beautiful places on earth ( Read more... )

in a couple days i'm gonna meet shamu's cousin ( Read more... )

wow. i am so excited!! no, estatic ( Read more... )

rarely on tv shows you can find a story that portrays your own. but when it does, it is the most awakening feeling to find. i know i am such a dork for saying this, but i was watching an episode of "dawson's creek" today, and saw a glimpse of me. i mean i know i had gotten my nickname "joey" for a reason, but seriously i was looking at the ( Read more... )

i'm on my way to becoming a better person. i'm giving up on the things that i shud have never started. i'm trying to learn from my friends experiences that things which i was getting into can ruin not only my life, but those around me. and i hate hurting people. my dad and i are actually pretty cool now. i forgot how much i miss his trust. i ( Read more... )

i'm not doing it again. i can't do it anymore.

i can't hurt you....i hate making you feel disappointed.

i love the feeling of being on a speeding boat crashing through the lake's tumbling waves. the wind blows through your salty wet hair, and the spray from the water makes your sunglasses moist and teary. its gives you the feeling that everything is going to be okay--that life really isn't that bad, that there are reasons and meanings for why ( Read more... )

today was my senior pictures at leisures. it reminded me of when i picked up pictures there with an xboyfriend (kyle). i was walking thru the hallways, and i knew all the people on the walls. kinda creepy. as if they were dead or something. i had a whole lot of fun tho. the photographer always made me laugh. i dont remember how many times he ( Read more... )

everythings changing. i'm really not sure what though. it's just one of those "i feel it in the air" kind of feelings. the days have been either going by faster or slower, i'm not sure which one. every day seems like a part of yesturday. i feel like i need a change. family? friends? house? job? i don't know what to get rid of and what to keep ( Read more... )

these are my "new friends ( Read more... )