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Today, I feel like I need a hug. Like somehow, my world is starting to spin too much and I don't have a good grip on anything.
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I am still in disbelief that I am turning 25 next week ( Read more... ) -
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I am so tired of stressing. I'm tired of hurting myself with food. I'm tired of creating roadblocks
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once I wanted to be the greatest....
I am losing my shit about applying for PhD and PsyD programs. What if I'm not good enough? What if I don't get in? What the hell am I going to do with my life? I'm having anxiety just filling out the applications. I don't want to let people down, especially myself... -
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I feel like I have changed too much. I miss my friends I feel like I am pushing them away again
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If you don't want to hurt my feelings, then why say it at all? It is amazing how quickly parents can piss you off. -
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List of places I might move to:
NYC
Boston
Washington, DC
LA
San Fransisco
Seattle
Baton Rouge
Provencetown/ Cape Cod
London
Paris
anywhere that I get accepted to for PsyD or find a jobI wish there was a test that you could take that would help with this decision. I just want bright lights, loud noises, new adventures, meeting new people, and ( Read more... ) -
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This lab is depressing as hell. I need sun, I hate to be alone and not interacting with people for 6 hours.
I hate these mood swings. I hate having bad days. But today isn't one of them. It is about 70% good and 30% bad. I just feel sad sometimes and I really hate it. -
It is my down day, I am going to vent and bitch below
I hate being sad and over thinking everything. No matter how hard I try, no matter what cbt tricks I use, I have these days that feel so empty. Like nothing I do matters really. I'm scared of failing and I hate feeling like this. I tried losing weight but I just have been beating myself up. I really think I have a problem. I think I enjoy hurting ( Read more... )
