Well its about 1 in the morning, i actually wrote that essay that i mentioned earlyer. Damn, it came out really good and is a whoping 6 pages long lol. Mabey i over did it, im not sure but no matter what grade i get on it, and no matter what my teacher thinks of it im just glad to get that crap off my chest. Man im tired as fukkkk but i still have ( Read more... )

Sat. Night, I met up jason, cassie, and olga at kafe krystal to see ruin play and some other good bands. It was an awsome show and kafe krystal was packed! there where so many ppl there. Ruin was a good band, so was clica and shattered sunrise. Wow its about 5:30am right now, i think i should go to bed so i can get up in 15min to go to the gym, ( Read more... )

Wow. Today was intresting. I think my sister is going through worse shit then I am, but I failed to realize it myself. I dont know how i could let something like could go undetected by my mind. It makes it worse that i also built up a hate an anger against her for something which she has no control over. Today was just *great* (sarcasim) my and my ( Read more... )

I have one week to write an essay on what you could say my life. Im thinking of writing an amazing essay and really doing a good job. I am considering writing it on wut my life has been like these "great"(bold sarcasim) past couple of years. I cant wait till i turn it in, and i can see the look on her face after she reads it. Another reaso why i ( Read more... )

I have to take control of this ( Read more... )

It was my friends birthday so a few of us camped at his house Friday night (and the next morning heh.) The people there where ( Read more... )

I started with something ( Read more... )

Sometimes I hear my counter-part,
speaking in my head,
He just wants to stay home,
and cry in bed.
But I am finnaly breaking through,
From this disease,
I just want to believe.
Its funny that someone like me,
Could have suffered from this thing,
Is this another relapse?
Or am i finnaly free.
It feels so good,
Just to be me.

Well i finnaly got live journal. Im gonna make it open to anyone as soon as i put everying in and its up to date. Alot of things im gonna put in here are things that i have wrote, call them songs, or poems or wut ever you want, they are the only things that can describe how i feel at certian times. Sence i just joined LJ today i have a couple of ( Read more... )