i have made the decision that is going to effect the next four years of my life. after a great deal of debate over northeastern, rollins, and tulane, i have decided my fate rests in the hands of rollins college honors program. something about being accepted into a school that is ranked number one in the south and in the top ten of all private ( Read more... )

i have not lost anything. it would be a loss if there was something to lose you over, but there isnt. you are gone and i am still living and breathing.

such is life.

last night i was overwhelmed with joy at the realization, i am where i want to be. with or without you, i will always love you and never forget you. you have made up your mind and are content with the decision. the four years of history we shared are forever engraved in my mind and i will not forget a single moment. perhaps one day resolution ( Read more... )

We each hold an elaborate past, one in which even we may never fully understand. There are aspects we attempt to hide, and if possible, we would keep held secret forever, in hopes it will never resurface. Unfortunately it is wrong what they say about the past. It cannot be forgotten, and rightfully so. What is worse is the idea of holding on in ( Read more... )

for the past month and a half now i have had no real form of transportation. i have not been living at home and for the most part my new living arrangments have been extremely delightful. it is nice finally knowing what it means to have a real family who actually cares about what goes on in your life. however, the story unfortunately does not end ( Read more... )

a nice way of bringing in the new year.


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nothing brightens the day like college acceptance letters and a new tattoo.

i could potentially be a future undergraduate student of Northeastern University.

note to self:

i do not need any more sweaters.

dear livejournal,

i am glad this will be my last entry before i am brutally slaughtered by the local rapist.

sincerely,
josh illig

It occured to me on the flight up what a terrible mistake I made, I left my real family in Orlando and I miss them.