. badlands .
looks like the well is drying up.
it'll be time to move on soon.
the manifesto is coming.
...
i stole a meme from kerstin_orion that i thought was interesting.
jan: i'm in the 'middle' of writing my huge-arse letter to my father, telling him my plans and what i think of the entire situation. i know he's going to get very heated about it after he reads if intially; one out of 37 reasons why i'm scared and slacking off on it. *sighs* ("nervous as hell")
feb: well. things are going alright here back in atlanta. unfortuantely i've been a bit sick since i've gotten here. ("getting started")
march: loose and frayed string: knotted together, snipped off, or burned at the ends. you chose. ("undoing the thread of a patchwork quilt")
april: nothing much going on. job search looking very promising. interviews all this week. ("headless chicken")
may: it's weird - everytime i complain about it and start to think about getting a new job, the paycheck rolls in a couple of days later and makes me forget what the heck i was just thinking about.
("baited")
june: aye. it has been a while. sorry ya'll. i'm doin' okay - just the everyday grind, yes. i'm slowly working on my website and my art catalouge in between shifts - i still need to work on time management though...("been a while")
july: well. happy july 4th all. i'm oddly placid right now. i'm not quite sure why. to be honest, by most standards, i shouldn't be. ronnie and i broke up (which some might find odd since we live in the same house), but...well. i'm trying to take it the best i can. it's not like its messy or anything. Hells - i still love him half to death and he'll always be my best friend... ("1gud dog?")
august: just chilling out at home on my day off. invading space and taking over Ronnie's PC for the moment. It's just me and Vanon in the house for right now - DJ and Hel are at school, Fenny, Cory and Ronie, at work (oh yeah - congrats on the jobbie-job Ron). I slept in till 1pm...i was expecting to hang out with Flip and Katye today, but either they haven't come by, or i slept through their knocking (sorry if it's the later, ya'll). ("check`ole")
sept: - back from the con - met some pretty cool people. got to hang out with some old friends. got some Vault (aka faux-Surge). got some rockin' art done/comissioned. ("PostMFM")
oct: Wishing on a dream that seems far off. Hoping it will come today. Into the starlit night. Foolish dreamers turn their gaze. Waiting on a shooting star. But, what if that star is not to come? Will their dreams fade to nothing? ("in my box")
nov: you know what? i'm gonna start working on more realistic pics. starting with a tribute picture of Micheal Jackson. why? 'Cause i've been feeling so bad about myself these past couple of days.
But for some reason, no matter what song you play by him, even if its a sad song, you know every note was heart-felt and 'hand-crafted', like every note of life should be. 'Cause even in the middle of depression, i can still jam to Mike. ("stranger in moscow")
dec: yeah.. i decided not to do a report on MFF. not the detailed one anyways. lemme sum it up for you... ("stealing pc time")
wow. i can basically recall everything that happened just because of those first few lines per entry. *sighs* jenkies,y0. what an interesting year, in retrospect. i think i was forced to grow too much in a single sitting.
lets try not to do that again to me, okay Mr.2006?
no fucking up my christmas...or any other day for that matter.
[ex-uns]
it'll be time to move on soon.
the manifesto is coming.
...
i stole a meme from kerstin_orion that i thought was interesting.
jan: i'm in the 'middle' of writing my huge-arse letter to my father, telling him my plans and what i think of the entire situation. i know he's going to get very heated about it after he reads if intially; one out of 37 reasons why i'm scared and slacking off on it. *sighs* ("nervous as hell")
feb: well. things are going alright here back in atlanta. unfortuantely i've been a bit sick since i've gotten here. ("getting started")
march: loose and frayed string: knotted together, snipped off, or burned at the ends. you chose. ("undoing the thread of a patchwork quilt")
april: nothing much going on. job search looking very promising. interviews all this week. ("headless chicken")
may: it's weird - everytime i complain about it and start to think about getting a new job, the paycheck rolls in a couple of days later and makes me forget what the heck i was just thinking about.
("baited")
june: aye. it has been a while. sorry ya'll. i'm doin' okay - just the everyday grind, yes. i'm slowly working on my website and my art catalouge in between shifts - i still need to work on time management though...("been a while")
july: well. happy july 4th all. i'm oddly placid right now. i'm not quite sure why. to be honest, by most standards, i shouldn't be. ronnie and i broke up (which some might find odd since we live in the same house), but...well. i'm trying to take it the best i can. it's not like its messy or anything. Hells - i still love him half to death and he'll always be my best friend... ("1gud dog?")
august: just chilling out at home on my day off. invading space and taking over Ronnie's PC for the moment. It's just me and Vanon in the house for right now - DJ and Hel are at school, Fenny, Cory and Ronie, at work (oh yeah - congrats on the jobbie-job Ron). I slept in till 1pm...i was expecting to hang out with Flip and Katye today, but either they haven't come by, or i slept through their knocking (sorry if it's the later, ya'll). ("check`ole")
sept: - back from the con - met some pretty cool people. got to hang out with some old friends. got some Vault (aka faux-Surge). got some rockin' art done/comissioned. ("PostMFM")
oct: Wishing on a dream that seems far off. Hoping it will come today. Into the starlit night. Foolish dreamers turn their gaze. Waiting on a shooting star. But, what if that star is not to come? Will their dreams fade to nothing? ("in my box")
nov: you know what? i'm gonna start working on more realistic pics. starting with a tribute picture of Micheal Jackson. why? 'Cause i've been feeling so bad about myself these past couple of days.
But for some reason, no matter what song you play by him, even if its a sad song, you know every note was heart-felt and 'hand-crafted', like every note of life should be. 'Cause even in the middle of depression, i can still jam to Mike. ("stranger in moscow")
dec: yeah.. i decided not to do a report on MFF. not the detailed one anyways. lemme sum it up for you... ("stealing pc time")
wow. i can basically recall everything that happened just because of those first few lines per entry. *sighs* jenkies,y0. what an interesting year, in retrospect. i think i was forced to grow too much in a single sitting.
lets try not to do that again to me, okay Mr.2006?
no fucking up my christmas...or any other day for that matter.
[ex-uns]