so its 11:10pm....i've got to be in bed soon so i can get up for 8am class and be a semi functional indivdual...normally this wouldnt be a problem i however have a 3 page paper due 2morrow at 3pm on Salvador Dali's Christ in Perspective and i only have the cover page done. yeah im a smart kid. oh and my printer is broken. sweet ( Read more... )

so im home for sb and i must say it has been great. seen a bunch of ppl and been to the beach a few times. i def got my fix of the good ol ovi. as always there are good and bad things goin on. i came home to realize that ive missed soooo much and sooo much has happened. i realize that it would happen regardless of whether i was here or not but i ( Read more... )

life is well life i guess. im trying so hard to look at the positive rather than dwell on the negative but there seems to be so much negative lately. So much has changed...i have changed. i begin everyday tired and overwelmed. i just want to feel normal again. I dont kno if ive made the right decisions lately. i seem to be second guessing myself ( Read more... )

so due to harrasment from one miss stephanie ruppel i am updating my lj. It seems like forever since ive written....mainly cuz it has been lol. so due to the fact that i have o so much to say im gonna copy steph and make a list...here goes ( Read more... )

i love how the only time i ever update is at like 3am when i should be sleeping b.c i have class at 8am. as usual i cant sleep....i hate this. so this is my last week of class then i have finals and then i am done with my first year of college. man its so crazy how fast time goes by. i mean it seems like just yesterday i moved in and started school ( Read more... )

Oh pretty girl you are missed so much. I cant believe that its been four years. I still remember your beautiful face and the way it lit up everytime you smiled so beautifully. Its still hard to believe that you are gone, but i kno that you are up there in heaven watchin over all of us and waiting to say hey again. I love you.

Rest in Peace Brittany ( Read more... )

i have so much to say, so much to let out, but i dont have the energy to do it...its like im drained.........forgive me

so i was reflecting on my year so far. it started out really great...i brought in the new year with my fabulous friends and drinks. and the first week of the year was great i stayed home and relaxed and for once didnt have ne where to be or classes to attend or hw to do. i went back to school and then hell occured lol. somehow i managed to get ( Read more... )

so its def 2:30 in the am and i def have class at 8am....goodness. so as we all can tell i cant sleep. at first i thought it was b/c i can't stop coughing up my right lung but as i was laying there i realized i have a lot on my mind rite now...some of it i feel like i cant tell anybody...i think mostly i feel like that b/c then i would have to ( Read more... )

oh goodness i clearly havent updated since forever....where to start where to start...so finals were good i studied hard, hopefully did well, too scared to check my grades. anyway onto a better subject. i went to indy b4 christmas. it was interesting. i love my family soo much and of course the babies are so cute!! i didnt see him but he knew i was ( Read more... )