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Well, I tried trying it on my computer and it ended up being way to long, so i'll do the quicker version here.
You know that I live with my boyfriend, Jason, and have for almost a year. Most likely you don't know that the reason I moved in with him was to get away from a sexually abusive stepfather. It honestly had nothing to do with love, he gave me a way out and that's all I wanted. I am in love with him now, and I have no doubts about it anymore, but when you read this please don't think i'm an idiot for being with him.
What happened is this, Jason & I were really close when we first started going out, but things started to go bad when his cousin's wife got involved. Jason did alot of stuff with Josh (cousin) and alot to help him out, and so did I, I was "one of the guys" with all of Jason's friends. Well, Josh's wife, Kelly, hates me, and hates the fact that all of Jason's & Josh's friends liked me from the start, and hate her. And Josh's sister and two neices took Kelly's side (and hate me for no reason, cause i've never done a thing to any of them), so it quickly turned into me not being allowed at Josh's house, or really around Josh or his family. So Jason and I started fighting all the time, because we would both get off work, and I had to go straight home, but he could go to Josh's or go do whatever he wanted for as long as he wanted. We lived behind his aunt, and he hated it, so he only wanted to be home long enough to eat and go straight to bed, which pissed me off, cause I was working and taking care of everything around the house, and he was never around. Well, I couldn't go the only place he ever wanted to be (Josh's house) without having her threaten me. It got to where we were never together and when we were, all we did was fight.
Well, before Halloween he quit his job, which was a good job, but the guys on his crew tried to fight with him and all this bullshit, so he was an ass when he did come home. I let him quit thinking he would find another job, no big deal. Well, I got him a job then next week, with a drywall guy that came into the store every morning. He worked a week and a half, and the guy ran out of work, so I made him start looking for another job, cause my $6.50 an hour ain't gonna support us. Well, he half assed looked, couldn't find anything, and he started being at Josh's or Jess's (our tattoo guys) house all the time. He wasn't working, wasn't looking for a job and still wasn't coming home until after midnight, every night. After a month and a half, I had had it, I was so pissed off and stressed out that I wasn't sleeping. Well, I was complaining to the girls I worked with, so my manager decides to get involved, she decides to push me into talking to this guy that worked for the guy who owned the store, he was one of the guys I saw all the time, Preston Anderson. Katrina, my manager, told me to ask him if he needed some help drinking the 12 pack of Budlight he bought, so I did, just joking around. Well the next day, I was counting down my drawer and I asked agian, when he bought another 12 pack, he smiled and told me where he lived. About 10 minutes later, I was getting ready to leave, and he calls the store and askes me to come have a beer with him, so I did. And I went back the next day after work and had sex with him, and every night he didn't have his little girl I got off work, went to his house, then around midnight I would go home, for about two weeks.
I tried to tell Jason about it, and to tell him that I was leaving, but he flipped out, so the next night at a party, I told Josh and some friends about it. And Jason found out of course, so when I got off work, we got in a fight, it was bad, extremely bad, alot of shit got broken. I ended up getting Jason to Josh's, but he took my phone, and took off down the road, went to a friend of our. I went to get my phone, and the fight started agian, it ended up he slashed my tire, throw my phone, and sucker punched me in the head. Another of his cousin's come over and got in between us, so I got in my car and went home to get some clothes. And I called Josh, told him what had happened, so then Justin brings Jason home and Josh showes up. Josh talks to Jason, talks to me, and then he talks to both of us, we decide to work things out. Try to start fresh, well, a couple of weeks, he still ain't looking for a job, and then he goes out, and lies to me about when he would be home a couple nights in a row. So I call Preston, who was very understanding when I told him that I was going to try and work it out with Jason, and told me I could move in if I ever needed to. So I planned it out, told Josh about it, who agreed to keep Jason busy on my day off so I could get my stuff. And the morning of my day off, Katrina calls sicker then a dog, and begs me to come in and work for her, and she hated Jason and knew that I was going to leave him, so I knew she had to be sick if she was calling.
When I got home from work is when it happened. He come in and asked if I was leaving him, I told him that I was and he really did freak out. Wouldn't let me leave, he wanted me to call his mom and tell her that we were breaking up and why, I refused to, I knew it wouldn't help. It got bad, we beat the hell out of each other, I got the back of my head put into the corner of the washer, my front tire slashed and he got two black eyes. Finally I got Josh to come over, and Josh kept him away from me long enough to get most of my stuff and Preston met me to pick me up. So I moved in with Preston, who is an amazing man, he's what every woman would want, I felt honestly like a goddess whenever I was around him, he even brought me a rose to work for no reason, other then he thought I might like it. And he has an almost two year old daughter, who fell in love with me. It was the perfect everything, and I wasn't happy, everyone kept telling me it was just cause I was used to Jason and he was my first love, blah, blah, blah. So I borrowed a truck, and went and found two front tires for my car, got that taken care of. And I went to get my name off his bank account, and Lori called me (which is Josh's neighbor) and said that she needed to meet me, that she had something from Jason for me. He wrote me out this card, saying how sorry he was, and that he was going to Texas to move in with his ex-boss Eddie in a few days, and that he hoped one day I would call him, that he was going to find the guy I fell in love with. Ended up I met him in town on Friday night, and we talked a little bit, and I told him the truth about me living with Preston and everything. He asked me to go to Texas with him, so I quit my job, and told Preston that I was moving to Texas to go to school, and left. So here I am, and I am happier then i've been in a long time.
I know, ya'll think i'm crazy, but I love him, I am just as lost without him as he is without me.
The only really bad thing is that no one around here will be hiring until the first of the year. So were broke sitting ducks at the moment. But i've got a bunch of applications into places I know will be hiring people after the first, so Jan. 2nd I shall be out bugging all these places for a job. And Hopefully Jason will have a job after Christmas, Eddie (the guy we moved in with) knows to foreman of a tree trimming company. :D I've got a killer headache, so i'm gonna go lay down, hopefully I can get on here later and read up on everyone. :)
You know that I live with my boyfriend, Jason, and have for almost a year. Most likely you don't know that the reason I moved in with him was to get away from a sexually abusive stepfather. It honestly had nothing to do with love, he gave me a way out and that's all I wanted. I am in love with him now, and I have no doubts about it anymore, but when you read this please don't think i'm an idiot for being with him.
What happened is this, Jason & I were really close when we first started going out, but things started to go bad when his cousin's wife got involved. Jason did alot of stuff with Josh (cousin) and alot to help him out, and so did I, I was "one of the guys" with all of Jason's friends. Well, Josh's wife, Kelly, hates me, and hates the fact that all of Jason's & Josh's friends liked me from the start, and hate her. And Josh's sister and two neices took Kelly's side (and hate me for no reason, cause i've never done a thing to any of them), so it quickly turned into me not being allowed at Josh's house, or really around Josh or his family. So Jason and I started fighting all the time, because we would both get off work, and I had to go straight home, but he could go to Josh's or go do whatever he wanted for as long as he wanted. We lived behind his aunt, and he hated it, so he only wanted to be home long enough to eat and go straight to bed, which pissed me off, cause I was working and taking care of everything around the house, and he was never around. Well, I couldn't go the only place he ever wanted to be (Josh's house) without having her threaten me. It got to where we were never together and when we were, all we did was fight.
Well, before Halloween he quit his job, which was a good job, but the guys on his crew tried to fight with him and all this bullshit, so he was an ass when he did come home. I let him quit thinking he would find another job, no big deal. Well, I got him a job then next week, with a drywall guy that came into the store every morning. He worked a week and a half, and the guy ran out of work, so I made him start looking for another job, cause my $6.50 an hour ain't gonna support us. Well, he half assed looked, couldn't find anything, and he started being at Josh's or Jess's (our tattoo guys) house all the time. He wasn't working, wasn't looking for a job and still wasn't coming home until after midnight, every night. After a month and a half, I had had it, I was so pissed off and stressed out that I wasn't sleeping. Well, I was complaining to the girls I worked with, so my manager decides to get involved, she decides to push me into talking to this guy that worked for the guy who owned the store, he was one of the guys I saw all the time, Preston Anderson. Katrina, my manager, told me to ask him if he needed some help drinking the 12 pack of Budlight he bought, so I did, just joking around. Well the next day, I was counting down my drawer and I asked agian, when he bought another 12 pack, he smiled and told me where he lived. About 10 minutes later, I was getting ready to leave, and he calls the store and askes me to come have a beer with him, so I did. And I went back the next day after work and had sex with him, and every night he didn't have his little girl I got off work, went to his house, then around midnight I would go home, for about two weeks.
I tried to tell Jason about it, and to tell him that I was leaving, but he flipped out, so the next night at a party, I told Josh and some friends about it. And Jason found out of course, so when I got off work, we got in a fight, it was bad, extremely bad, alot of shit got broken. I ended up getting Jason to Josh's, but he took my phone, and took off down the road, went to a friend of our. I went to get my phone, and the fight started agian, it ended up he slashed my tire, throw my phone, and sucker punched me in the head. Another of his cousin's come over and got in between us, so I got in my car and went home to get some clothes. And I called Josh, told him what had happened, so then Justin brings Jason home and Josh showes up. Josh talks to Jason, talks to me, and then he talks to both of us, we decide to work things out. Try to start fresh, well, a couple of weeks, he still ain't looking for a job, and then he goes out, and lies to me about when he would be home a couple nights in a row. So I call Preston, who was very understanding when I told him that I was going to try and work it out with Jason, and told me I could move in if I ever needed to. So I planned it out, told Josh about it, who agreed to keep Jason busy on my day off so I could get my stuff. And the morning of my day off, Katrina calls sicker then a dog, and begs me to come in and work for her, and she hated Jason and knew that I was going to leave him, so I knew she had to be sick if she was calling.
When I got home from work is when it happened. He come in and asked if I was leaving him, I told him that I was and he really did freak out. Wouldn't let me leave, he wanted me to call his mom and tell her that we were breaking up and why, I refused to, I knew it wouldn't help. It got bad, we beat the hell out of each other, I got the back of my head put into the corner of the washer, my front tire slashed and he got two black eyes. Finally I got Josh to come over, and Josh kept him away from me long enough to get most of my stuff and Preston met me to pick me up. So I moved in with Preston, who is an amazing man, he's what every woman would want, I felt honestly like a goddess whenever I was around him, he even brought me a rose to work for no reason, other then he thought I might like it. And he has an almost two year old daughter, who fell in love with me. It was the perfect everything, and I wasn't happy, everyone kept telling me it was just cause I was used to Jason and he was my first love, blah, blah, blah. So I borrowed a truck, and went and found two front tires for my car, got that taken care of. And I went to get my name off his bank account, and Lori called me (which is Josh's neighbor) and said that she needed to meet me, that she had something from Jason for me. He wrote me out this card, saying how sorry he was, and that he was going to Texas to move in with his ex-boss Eddie in a few days, and that he hoped one day I would call him, that he was going to find the guy I fell in love with. Ended up I met him in town on Friday night, and we talked a little bit, and I told him the truth about me living with Preston and everything. He asked me to go to Texas with him, so I quit my job, and told Preston that I was moving to Texas to go to school, and left. So here I am, and I am happier then i've been in a long time.
I know, ya'll think i'm crazy, but I love him, I am just as lost without him as he is without me.
The only really bad thing is that no one around here will be hiring until the first of the year. So were broke sitting ducks at the moment. But i've got a bunch of applications into places I know will be hiring people after the first, so Jan. 2nd I shall be out bugging all these places for a job. And Hopefully Jason will have a job after Christmas, Eddie (the guy we moved in with) knows to foreman of a tree trimming company. :D I've got a killer headache, so i'm gonna go lay down, hopefully I can get on here later and read up on everyone. :)