I am so unbelievably depressed right now. For reasons I do not want to talk about... Have you ever had the feeling that you would do anything for someone... that you just want to see them happy... and then when they tell you that they are happy... you just want to kill them? I guess I can relate with Amber...  A LOT... she'll know what I'm talking ( Read more... )

I am so unbelievably depressed right now. For reason I do not want to talk about... Have you ever had the feeling that you would do anything for someone... that you just want to see them happy... and then when they tell you that they are happy... you just want to kill them? I guess I can relate with Amber...  A LOT... she'll know what I'm talking ( Read more... )

Well... I'm not sure if today is going to turn out good or not... lets go through my day so far... My cat woke me up at 8A.M by pulling my hair... so I got up... did the usual... then I actually did something unusual for me to do! I cooked myself some break fast... but then I burnt my finger... :-(  it hurt so bad.... While I was making some Cream ( Read more... )

I feel really bad... I mean... REALLY bad... i dont know why... I was just cleaning my room... and then I got really REALLY angry... very angry... I guess its because...well... I dont know... all i know is that i got VERY angry... and then depressed... i dont know why... so dont ask... i really wish i had... something to kill... wait... no... ^_^; ( Read more... )

I hung out with Brandon today... he's such a great guy... nice,funny,sweet,smart (in both senses), cute (or handsome... which ever one sounds better... here how about hott?) We went and seen DarkWater... it was okay... I liked it... except for the stupid kids in the back row... damn them all to hell... anyways... I was thinking... maybe I shouldn't ( Read more... )

It's storming REALLY bad outside... I love rain... and the thunder and lighting doesnt scare me... i just hate it when my power goes out and its storming really bad... my power just came back on... it was scary... i was home all alone... my cats are freaking out... something is hitting the windows and the thunder is making my windows shake... even ( Read more... )

Today was interesting... Amber and I went to Busch Gardens... she wanted to invite Bryan... but I told her maybe next time... so.. yeah... I got her to ride Montume * i spelt it wrong* and shekra and some water rides... i looked so totally hott all wet like that.. lol jk... now Amber has a pass... it only cost 65$ and some change... it was really ( Read more... )

the sky was dark ( Read more... )

okay.... everyone has left me today and now im all saded... well... not really... im kinda hungry... i have been sleeping all day... with my kitties **pets Elton** hes a little lap cat... i remember when they were so small... about the same size as my dog.... now look at them... they are about 10 pounds... big lumps of love... thats what they are ( Read more... )

I'm kinda sleepy right now... because it was raining and everyone else is being stupid... except for Brandon... who keeps on pushing me to update... so I am... my cat is sleeping my lap... how cute... lets see... i went and picked up Brandon yesterday... it was fun... i brought him back to my side of the hood... and we went to the mall and i had ( Read more... )