ok... i understand why your mad, but i'm mad too. i think this whole situation is dumb. we were really good friends and i got a lame-ass boyfriend and totally pushed away all my friends. that was my fault, i was a dumbass who figured he was all i ever needed, and nobody else mattered. and i'm sorry about that. but the reason i was pissed off was because it seemed like to me when i called you, you'd always jump to say "i'll call you back later" but never did. or almost evertime i'd IM you, we'de talk for a couple seconds and that was it. to be honest... i felt like i wasn't worth your time anymore. and i hate that feeling above all because i didn't expect it from marc, and i didn't expect it from you. i know how i am and i am a drama queen. but i felt like i was dropped from your circle of friends and i thought i was more than someone you met in middle school. i know i was wrong to dump everyone for marc, i'm admiting to being stupid. but why did it always seem like you had better things to do? i'm assuming you were pissed because i
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im not mad first off and whenever you IM me im not there so i cant really help that. but i never really hung out with seneca people, still dont, i just never had anything in common with them. i also worked and still do work all the time so i tell almost everyone ill call them back and i often dont because a) i dont have time and b) i dont have a house phone, just a cell. people grow apart, thats normal but i felt like you were always mad at me and sometimes kind of rude to me at school when i would try to talk to you so i felt like i had done something wrong. i have to go to work but we can talk about it later.
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of course you are going to see me tonite, i'm still not sure if i am going to connections or not but i'll be at mikes anyway
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