I've been in this town my entire life, I've seen the way people change to fit in, I've seen the trends go by, I've seen it all. I am so sick of this fucking scene that is going down right now, and has been going down for a long time now. When will it change? It pisses me off that I used to have a bit of power over this, and now there's nothing I ( Read more... )

i'm soooo sick of these talentless "bands" in east la.
since when has a keyboard and a mic been considered a band? seriously?
i miss guitars, drums, bass, i miss TALENT in east la.
we dont have iftc anymore, but thank GOD for adoration.

i miss music.
fuck, i miss the shop.

i do things really late. i shouldve accomplished a few things by now, but i havent. but the point is that atleast i'm going to. and atleast i do end up doing shit. i always come around at my own time, no matter how ridiculously slow that is.

i have 10 days to change my family's life.

i wonder what it feels like to actually have a dad in your life.

carlos makes me so happy, and so mad. haha. 
we went to knotts yesterday, and stood at the rodeway inn overnight. 
by far, the best hotel/inn/whatever i have ever stayed at. we had a lot of fun. 
we go on some crazy adventures.
damnit, he does some cute things for me.

It's funny how people think that they're so cool for talking to Oscar and Vargas, and treat us as if we have no right to even speak to them, when they're basically our family, and when we're the ones who are responsible for those scene cunts even knowing them. Hahaha. This girl was like to my brother, "Arent you the kid who tries to hangout by the ( Read more... )

Life is just one big fucking game, isn't it?

Hmmm.. Alright.

It's crazy how a song can remind you of an entire period of your life. Or atleast parts of it. I'm listening to the Coldplay X&Y album, and it reminds me of my crazy summer of '05 which I spent most of with Jaime. Good times. I love this album. It makes me want to drive around and take photos of random places ( Read more... )

My brother's friends Adrian and JC are cool. 
I had a crazy weekend.  I was in Colton with my mom on Saturday, and we almost died like 3 times on the way over there. Then once we were finally back in LA, we went to this party with my bro and Adrian, but it was raided by the time we got there. Then we headed over to Victor's and were hippies on the ( Read more... )

I went away with Carlos this weekend, and it was pretty much amazing. But now hes pissing me off, so I gotta slap him around or something. I don't take bullshit. I'm such a dude.

Off topic, but why are girls so fucking jealous of eachother? And why do we have to throw it in peoples faces that theyre just jealous of us, when in fact, we're the ones ( Read more... )