I feel like a school girl who was just told they are going to Disney World tomorrow! So I believe it is a date, but I'm not exaclty sure if we are calling it a date...but its a date. I met this fantastic guy about a month ago and we've been talking off and on since than...and tomorrow night we are gonna go out. He is fabulous and has an awesome ( Read more... )

I always find it interesting the words people use around me. The way the explain situations. Some people still me as the eighteen year old innocent young mind, that most people are. But other people view me as an adult, working, and supporting myself as best I can. I have worked hard to please as many people surrounding me as possible. I have tried ( Read more... )

fuck life. fuck me. nothing ever works for me. i cna end it right now and liet all the pain go away. i can leave and let all the pain go away. i don't want to be used. i can't be used.

tonight was a great end to a somewhat hectic day....I get into work and find out that yet, another girl has resigned-yay...not, that means we are done 5ish people (depending on if my manager was really fired or not--still on "vacation")..than chris calls wanting to  know where the nearest hospital is...wtf! shaye is okay as far as i know but still ( Read more... )

and i have a picture of eragon finally (saphira's brother)

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oh and i also learned and played Beer Pong..so yay! i can whoop ass now..lol..not really, but i wanna play more!!

last night was so much fun i tell you. work was crazy as shit and than i went out. Friday night I met some of rach's co-workers and they invite me back over last night for some fun and drinks......boy did i have fun AND some drinks. apparetly keg stands and lots of hunch punch don't like me..towards the end of the night they started fighting, but ( Read more... )

I hate being a lone for so long. It seems that I am always alone these days. Whenever  I'm not working at least. And yea occassionally my roomies are around, but still I feel alone. I get excited over little things but than reality sets in and I can't see anything ever happening. It seems nothing ever works out the way I want it too. I mean yea i ( Read more... )

interesting day let me tell ya. first i find out my manager has been put on probation (not technically..but she stormed out of the office yesterday and we were told today she had 2 weeks vacaiton...riiight)..a girl quit today, on top of one being fired last week. that means we are extemely short staffed so i get to work an extra day for the next ( Read more... )

so i have managed to come across another LIKE guy. i love the feeling so much, but i hate what comes afterward. it is quite odd how we actually met, and the connection is insane and i'm loving it. but problems exist and i'm oh so scared to take any steps...as always. but for once in my life i would actually like something to come out of and not ( Read more... )