so i finally got a pic. of my tattoo. its not that great of a picture but its there. the Kanji means Rabbit it stands for my Chinese Zodiac sign. which is obviously Year of the Rabbit (87)


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well that went real well. i just got e-mail back from my dad. seemed pretty pissed. I guess I am glad that i ended up e-mailing him instead of calling him, cause I don't think I could have kept my cool if we were talking on the phone. He said that whatever I do with my life is my decision and said that he can only act as a guide. I had told him ( Read more... )

Friends. Stricktly Friends. That is the way it has to be. It can't be any other way. I would hate to lose them as a friend. it sucks to met someone so amazing. but than realize that if something did happen i would lose them and that is just not worth the risk.

so i managed to break my glasses this morning. yay for me. it means no driving. no work (which means yea loss of pay and all that shit). i don't know what to do right now. i'm getting way anxious. i need to relax. i want to go light up right now..but can't drive and i def can't just do it right in front of my mom. gar ( Read more... )

so today has sucked and i've only been awake for 2 hours ( Read more... )

okay so...my mind is going crazy about now..so i figured it was a good time to update ( Read more... )

I GOT A TATTTOOOOOOOO mwahahahahaha

i'llpost pics later...when i can upload some.

My phone works again. i lost some numbers cause they were stored on my phone and not my sim card (i'm using my mom's old cell). anywho. it works now, same number and what not ( Read more... )

so many thoughts are flying through my mind right now. i keep isolating myself from friends and than when i see them again, i feel that i am an outsider and that i shouldn't be there. but than i think back to why i visited in the first place and that was b/c certain ppl wanted me to come and visit and were all exicted and shit. than i do all i can ( Read more... )

i have saturday and sunday off. i am going to go to t-town...unless my mom say something about it. i don't have much money so u guys just be happy with my presence don't expect too much. call me if u wanna do something. as far as i know i'll be going to guerilla theater...but i don't know what else is going on..or what i'll be doing.

peace