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Second Chances.
It's not that I didn't try and give you guys a second chance. I did ( Read more... ) -
Bad?
Is it bad that I feel the way I do?
This feeling engulfs me completely and I am so afraid of drowning that I don't know what to do. I wish that I'd have a signal of some sorts or maybe a warning? to let me know of the dangers that I may possibly be puttin myself in to....
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Fear
I think I should make it clear that all of these posts are filled with sadness, hate or whatever. And that's all that they ever will be, really. Anything that is happy in my life will be posted in my proper blogs. So, please, do not look at this and think that I hate life completely. Because I don't ( Read more... ) -
Shitfaces.
There are a few specific people that I know that I really do not like ( Read more... ) -
Torn ~
I feel so torn between two choices.
I absolutely hate crying in front of others, especially when they're asking if you're okay/what's wrong? etc. Not that I don't appreciate it, because I really do. It's just ....embarrassing and ugh :(
Anyway, Im still so confused
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Sigh
I really don't know what you want from me anymore ( Read more... ) -
Anger
Lately, I've been so frustrated and irritated.
But the annoying part is that I have no where to vent it to. I don't really want to tell anybody about what's going on, and I can't let the person I want to talk to, know about it. And I just feel so angry all the time lately.
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My thoughts
So things haven't been the best lately.
I had an interview yesterday; and although as relieved as I am, I'm still feeling quite horrible.
The day before the interview, I had texted my friend asking her about her timetable; going to rant to her about how I'm scared about next year. She didn't reply. But that was normal, she used to reply at like 3am ( Read more... ) -
Decision?
Hmm..
I was sitting in one of the few very lectures I actually attend today ...
and reading and listening to the content....
I think I know what I want to do now. Mmmm.
It felt a bit like a revelation. Like an epiphany ahaaa.It feels really good mhmmm :D -
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Just saying that I ..
really, really, really, really, really don't like you.