sometimes i feel so big, i cant even move

this is not what i wanted. this is not what i asked for nor expected. how was i to know it would take so much out of me? you crave it but its always outta reach no matter how close you are to the fridge or machine or cabinet and its just this cloud thats all around you and you cant even fucking see cuz of ( Read more... )

wow, valentines day was amazing. eric is amazing. :-D ( Read more... )

Yo, sh*t ain't like it used to be, Not since puberty ( Read more... )

it is me n erics first anniversery, our one year. no one thought we d make it but we knew the whole damn time

love is fucking amazing.

i keep writing ( Read more... )

there are alot of things in my life i wanna change. and im gunna do em all, just watch me.

life can be pretty fucking amazing. i m the luckiest girl in the world.

new years eve tomorrow. i m party hopping with eric. and maybe others? i kinda wanna go to the fireworks but its gunna be soo cold. we ll see

BAH! i wanna go to see jenee n kim soon.

i love whiskey
why do people put up with me? i definitly dont understand it. bah!
i feel really ickie.

sleepytime

i was so fucking excited for today. getting ditched is lame. the worst part is she ll probably have fun tonight doing whatever instead, while i ll feel like shit.

hes buying me booze, thank god.

i read some things and it made me sick ( Read more... )

everyone is such a freak. you are all FREAKS you hear me? FREAKS. jesus ( Read more... )