hannah and gwen and everybody get back today... im mad stoked... and work is amazing and dj is amazing... and asia i love you hang tough little soldier... man life feels so... simple and wonderful all at the same time

ERIN IM MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU... BE MINE

dj is in utah... he called me twice tonight but my ringer was turned off... i missed the calls and when i got the messages i started crying because i am such a loser... to make matters worse when going up to my mom to try and explain what was going on i tripped over a bag of dog food and landed on my ass on the kitchen floor crying and laughing ( Read more... )

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life is so wicked right now.. my mommy gets back from the vegas today and i get to see what she brought me and i get to see her cuz i miss her like woah .... plus today was spent with asia spending countless amounts of money on 7 jeans and shirts from rebel rebel and hair bobbles and the best thing of all.. discovered new amaing jewellery(sp?) ( Read more... )

this week has been horrible... first molly sue... and now summer and seth... what is tv coming too?

ok so in the past 5 days one of the ladies i used to babysit for, her dad died along with *2 days later* her husbands dad... so for the next week i will be living with her 4 kids and 2 dogs in order of a pro-longerd babysitter experience while her and her husband are in vancouver sorting out everything... i also will be working fulltime during the ( Read more... )

thank you guys so much for the support/positive comments... you all rock my life... much love

i think im going to be ok... i feel kinda strangely liberated.... i feel like for hte first time in weeks/monthes i can breath... i no longer have to work with coke-heads who force me to do things i dont want to do.. i can quite smoking and wont have co-workers or a boyfriend pressuring me into lighting up and i wont do drugs because a) i dont want ( Read more... )

its over.... he said he didnt love me....