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im supposed to be doing school work. I just spent 2 hours finishing up painting a design for color theory and another hour desiging a canvas for the same class. i still need to paint it but i needed a break. now sitting here i feel guilty. my eyes are just killing me from staring at it. oh well. i thought i had more to say but i guess i dont. im ( Read more... )

Here is the link to my art. CHeck it out if you want.

f the 'view my photos' button above does not work, copy and paste the link below into your browserhttp://www2.snapfish.com/share/p=94441212632028380/l=389983788/g=129442993/

I started Moore. Finished my first 4, 9 hour, days. I can't believe how incredible it is. I love every second of it. I feel talanted and creative and acomplished all at once. Being down town, walking to the train with all of my art supplies I feel beautiful, mysterious, and incredible. Its crazy how something so simple makes me feel so great. so

I finally finished my life sized self portrait and it's ok. Not the best but good work for my standards. Considering the fact it has consumed my life for almost a week I hope I do well on it ( Read more... )

im getting married. its true i swear...

so soon from now too. October 10. Less than 11 Months. So soon. Tomorrow we pick our reception food. Then its bridesmaids dress and invitations. Then the guys outfits. It's speeding by. Im a little overwhelmed but excited. I love the build-up. Like Christmas only better... ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

Any musical or food

finals are stressing me out. i dont even have 1 test but papers. i hate papers. i have two english papers due thursday one research and one a poetry analization and i dont have anything ready for it. im freaking the hell out. my doctor said i need to slow down im on the verge of exhaustion. just two more weeks i keep says. two more weeks then a ( Read more... )

four years ago early this morning. owen was born and i offically became a mommy. its amazing to think that it was four years ago. i remember it like it was a week ago. incredibly i woke up today with snow on the ground and i clearly remember four years ago someone saying as i was pushing look its snowing. its snowing on your babys birthday. amazing ( Read more... )

My life is swirling and I cant hold on. Im trying to pull it all back together but it's much harder and required much more strength than I have. I feel like I need to get it all back into focus. I thought I knew what I wanted for myself but now Im freaking out and lost like I was in high school. Nursing just wasnt working... What was I thinking! I' ( Read more... )

I went to Mitch's cousins wedding last weekend. It was nice but so slow. I raced the time away by getting drunk. Having no kids is freeing. Sometimes I forget I'm young ( Read more... )