Comments | unusuallyweird: Saying This To You

unusuallyweird

Saying This To You

Jul 10, 2004 18:24

Pretty is something I never felt. No matter how many times I have been told that I am pretty..I cannot grasp the concept. I can have 200 admirers, but I still will never feel beautiful. Acceptance of what I look like on the outside because of what others say I am, never really makes me feel it. What does grab me is what I see in the mirror about ( Read more... )

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ra1nxdr0pz July 10 2004, 15:50:12 UTC

& you say you cant write. ::hugs:: I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I wish I knew what to say. That whole beginning part about not feeling pretty no matter what anyone says.. but then finding that one guy who makes you feel pretty everytime you're around him.. is EXACTLY how I feel. I want to take away your pain & troubles.. ahh if only that dork would control his anger. :-/ I'm scared for you as well. I pray that he never hurts you again physically.. I know that it's inevitable to be hurt emotionally/mentally when you're so attached to someone.. ::sigh:: I love you. Take care.. & call me or come over whenever you've got time.. I'm here for you!
♥

unusuallyweird July 16 2004, 17:56:17 UTC

It's funny how we both feel the same thing around our boyfriends. It's also funny how you and me can compliment each other and still feel the same, but smiling because of such a sweet thought. I wish I was a stronger person, maybe shit like this wouldn't happen, but I have to weak sometimes..... I would love to spend some time with you and I'll call you whenever I can.

shatteredzephyr July 10 2004, 16:01:44 UTC

I know how you feel about not being pretty enough; I've felt that my entire life and I still continue to feel that. I shall I suppose feel that my entire life. I know how hard it is looking at yourself in the morning and facing what you find to be so disgusting but you're words are so beautiful that I doubt you are anything but beautiful. You bring out your true beauty in your words and thats what counts. I hope things get better for you; I know how hard life and love can be.

unusuallyweird July 16 2004, 17:59:00 UTC

Thank you for complimenting on my writing and for your kind words. Hopefully, someday we will both learn that the beauty we both possess with our words matches the beauty we have on the outside.

aurorajames July 10 2004, 23:28:01 UTC

I know how you feel, love.

unusuallyweird July 16 2004, 18:00:13 UTC

Thanks. It's thw worst shit to be feeling too. So feel better, too.