It was so great...!

[uofmluv24]

And then coming back here was a major letdown. I'm talking about Thanksgiving weekend. It was so totally awesome to spend five days with my family! I felt so loved and happy! And then Sunday just sucked. The farther I got from my sister's house, the worse I got until I got back here to my apartment and just went hysterical. I called Corinne, my

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[lucius2021]

Fact: if you don't occasionally feel lonely as hell when you're in college, or completely cut off, or drifting out to sea, then you're doing something wrong.

Be happy to take you out for a pint after school this week if you like. :)

[egeraathena]

Your friend above is absolutely right. People just deal with their feelings in different ways, which I think makes it harder for all of us to realize that we confront the same issues from time to time.

Wesleyan has this lj anonymous confessions board. Lots of it is about sexscapades or crushes, but some people post about how unhappy, or overworked, or afraid they are too. It's weird maybe, but sometimes it's comforting to read about these anonymous people out there who are having a tough time. If you are so inclined-- http://wesleyan-acb.livejournal.com/

Other than that, I hope you feel better. And don't worry about bothering your friends--that's why they are your friends. Plus, you can always call me or Nichole or Ashley or Alicia or Heiser. We don't know as much about the situation, but we do know you.

[steppinupchic]

Ditto baby; and look at how long I was super poor for. Trust me, paying for your own bills is not all it's cracked up to be. Once you get a better job you'll be okay. You're smart and you'll figure out a budget.

It wasn't exactly the same, but I was very unhappy with my life for a very long time. I can relate in that sense; you feel alone and sad. You don't think there's anyone else who understands, but so many people have it worse off. You're lucky to have people to turn to, just remember that and it might help a little. :)

I would never consider it bothering me, dear. Although I understand how you feel about that, too. But you have friends and family who love you and will be here to support you through this, all the way to the end. Plus you're on the IN network, so we can talk anytime, and for however long you'd like. :)

I love you lots baby, and Evan says thanks for the Diet Coke - he likes diet pop. :)

[uofmluv24]

Thanks for your support! :-) This has been really difficult for me. I love you guys so much, and I really wish that it could be back like in high school, when all you had to do was go to one building to see everyone you cared about... I miss you.

[steppinupchic]

You're welcome hon, anytime. I know it's hard, but you'll get through this. You're tougher than you look. :)

It would be nice if everyone were still together, but life does that to you...

I miss you too, bitsy.