I feel as if my time is never really mine. Mined for the sole purpose of living for everyone else-- mechanic, in the sense it's first nature for me to comply. I don't say no. I never do. I have no reason to feel the way I do. Used. Recycled. Everyone's fucken rock. Yay. Yeah and somehow I still manage to feel inadequate. I mourn for myself and dye
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