Nina Leddy

[upallniteinkali]

well lets begin by looking up at my current mood which will probably stay the same for weeks to come...i want to tell everyone about the betrayal i experienced earlier today...Nina Leddy the one who i reassured just last night that she was very trustworthy and for a certain someone not to worry about a certain situation...the same person who i talk

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my condolences

[crackerbunnie]

dearest chase
i am sorry to hear of the tradgedy that had recently occured. if i could do anything to help, i would. don't worry my dear, things will get better. although things may not be forgotten, they can still be forgiven at the least. you know nina is a good friend... i mean, how many times has she fucked up? i've only heard of this single occasion... i mean, yeah, it was pretty big, but still, she is EXTREMELY sorry and so on... she does not want to lose you as a friend... and i'm sure, deep down, under all the anger and frustration that is clouding your mind, you don't want to lose her as a friend either. so, take some time to take a breath... relax... breathe some more... and slowly try and patch things up... i don't think either of you should wait for the other to come forward about whatever... it should be mutual... well, i am tired, so i'ma lay my head on a pillow and dream of the time, not too long ago, when everybody got along... (god damn, i'm such a sissy)

Re: my condolences

[upallniteinkali]

thank you jens..your thouht and feelings are appreciated and i have acknowledged your suggestions but i doubt i will choose to do them...thanks anyways...its nice to know someone understands and is impartial to either party.

chase

[pink_cardigan]

chase, I know that i cant say anything to change your mind. Your so outspoken and dedicated to your word. I am really sorry that I broke our friendship in such a spitful way. When you approached me and told me off, and said that i was being a dumbass, and i wasn't thinking..right than and there i felt really small. Which i diserve. I didn't want to face you, I was afraid. I walked away and sat alone, and cried. I was so upset with myself. I started thinking about how you've done lots of great things for me. And how do I return favor..betrayal. Chase I'm really sorry. Extremely, you have no idea. and to chanelle, i'm sorry that i showed those pictures of you to him. I'm sorry. Everytime i see you, and you no longer consider me a friend, but just "someone your know"..you'll hear it again and again. I think i'm at the sorriest as I can get. Chase you are my bestfriend...please forgive me.

"someone you know"-
nina

[upallniteinkali]

you know i hate liars...i want to wait and see if this incident stays isolated or not..only time will tell if you are trustworthy anymore...dont speak a word of it and make sure no one else does.

[poorimpulsectrl]

Don't speak a word of it. You just fucking EXPLOITED THE INCIDENT all over livejournal! Please...lets not bring hypocrisy into this or I'll hurl.

Lame

[poorimpulsectrl]

Sorry, I can't just sit here and say nothing. This is so dumb. You both need to reevaluate your emotions towards this and chill the fuck out. You both know you are losing valuable things and groveling and dumping on people isn't gonna help this overexaggerrated situation. I can sit here and point both of your mistakes in this situation. Some one is being punished and publicized more than she needs to, and some one needs to take a step back and ask whose disk it was and whose pictures were deleted and so on and so forth. You can't be forgiven if you can't forgive . And as you know We Are The Karma. Jens is right, just cool off and talk it out. Wake the fuck up, cuz we're not staying in fucking high school forever!

Re: Lame

[upallniteinkali]

it was erics disk and he told me to delete the picture ..that they werent important...nina was right there and they both knew what the content of the picture were going to be...i appreciate your concern, if you can call it that...but i really dont think you understand...she exploited my g/f's body...she felt very degraded and was crying...wouldnt you feel dirty if you created a memory for someone of an intimate moment and it was degraded to cheap porn to be amusement for some fag that no one likes or cares about let alone would want to see there g/f in sexual positions...i feel that it is serious and that it is not overexaggerrated, and all feelings are valid right...if thats the way you feel ok....but as you said..we are the karma, i think nina deserves some bad karma coming her way.

[poorimpulsectrl]

I know you prolly don't think much of me anyways, so lets cut with the courtesy Chase. It obviously wasn't that big of a deal if Chay couldn't just tell Nina "yeah that really hurt" and had to fucking post it on LJ before a phone convo. Nina had no idea her pictures would be deleted--there's that bit of info. She even explained she was in a devious mood. I wouldn't feel degraded, not if some dumbfuck saw it and good friend, but that's because I feel close to my friends...I trust them. This whole situation is like a joke, Nina was feelin mischevious. How was she to know those pictures were intimate and passionate when they were fucking jack off material. The terms "intimate" are highly controversial here. Depends on either meaning. I don't understand exactly what went on...but I do believe Nina needs a chance. You hate liars...you wanna play the blame game...look at your girlfriend. She WAS a straight up liar when I knew her as I thought I did. But you wouldn't ever believe she would lie. Things brings back a convo Nina and I had...

[pink_cardigan]

wow jessie, i think maybe you went a little far but thanks for caring so much on this matter.

[upallniteinkali]

fuck you bitch...you NEED TO CONCENTRATE ON YOUR OWN BUSINESS...this none of yours..you want me to cut the courtesy so i will...i was starting to care for you as a friend but obviously you didnt think of me as a friend judging by the comments you are making to me...its one thing to help out the situation but its another to just talk shit...i know that chanelle has lied in the past but she has since come clean but belive me i didnt let her off the hook..that is a whole different situation and is irrelevant to this one...and i felt violated as well and i will talk about it to whom ever i please..you have no right to tel me what i can and cannot do..dont forget we are not friend, you pretty much fucked that over by saying the comments you did...you aslo said in your entry that you dont exactly know what went on , so therefore keep your trap shut...you said i have a right to be mad so let me be mad..talk about hipocracy...you are telling me to deal with it and that its not a big deal..and this dumb fuck you talk about know all of my

[poorimpulsectrl]

Well I'm glad we got the whole barrier out of the way. Sorry I lead you on to believe I was a friend, and believe me Chase...I tried to like you--I guess we're just incompatible to friends. I do have a right to state my opinion because you brought this to everyone. You posted it for the world to see. Now I post what I think for the world to see you actually think about your actions. The subject of Chay isn't irrelevant. I bet you didn't punish her as much as you are Nina. You gave Chay a chance, you didn't announce to everyone she's a "lying bitch". No one is gonna give a damn about that idiot. And I never said Chay has no right to feel the way she does. But she lied about it. These things...she posted online should have been said straight to Nina first and foremost to see. We the public should not be involved, but we are because of a simple post. I wasn't going to say anything when Nina came to me and Jens for comfort, but you've opened the boundaries of discussion. I really don't care if we're not friends...it's really not a loss to

[poorimpulsectrl]

Another thing. I read your publicized entries because I wanted to. I don't know where u found I implied I didn't.